My love

I keep bleeding...

Riley pov:

Me and james had a great time last night.He was so sweet and caring.Aw  I love him so so much !Today we just kind of chilled and I wrote on my blog.I've been really getting into blogging at the moment.Everyone is being so protective over me.I'm only 8 weeks pregnant, as of tommorow,and they're treating me as if I'm 8 months!I guess it's for my own good though,considering I collapsed on the bus,but I feel fine now so I don't really want all the fuss even though it's nice sometimes.I think I'm going to cook something for dinner, as that is basically the only thing james will let me do now,although he does help if I need to bend down at all,and then go to bed and maybe read on wattpad or Skype michelle or someone.I need some contact with humans other then james and mom!

James pov:

Riley cooked dinner with my expertise help of course.She gave me permission to cook the toast as we were having scrambled egg and beans on toast,but I ended up burning it so she just told me to set the table.She really thinks I'm hopeless sometimes,but I'm going to prove her wrong.I will be a good dad and I want people to see that.

Riley pov : 

We just sat down and ate our dinner after I'd redone james' attempt of toast.james did the washing up which was sweet of him.We then went upstairs and James once again helped me get into my pjs so I didn't 'hurt myself'.He kept grabbing my arse though so I think it was kind of a 'I miss having sex with you'thing,he can't keep his hands to himself sometimes!I got into bed whilst james went downstairs to get us some milk and Skype michelle.After her parents divorce she is still a little fragile so I thinks he appriciate having me to talk to.

James pov : 

I just got the milk and brought it up stairs ,riley was talking to michelle so I left them alone for a bit and went to watch the soccer game downstairs.I think I was annoying them with my chanting a bit cause riley got up and slammed the bedroom door forcefully.Once she was done I went upstairs and we both cuddled untill we fell asleep.

Riley pov : 

I woke up and looked at the clock .It was 2:14 in the morning.My stomach started squeezing itself tighter and tighter.I screamed"james!!!"A little louder then intended.I got out of bed and my pjs were covered in blood.I was bleeding,I kept bleeding staining everything I touched.My stomach was squeezing even tighter then before.James called an ambulance and kept rubbing my back to try to soothe me but the pain kept getting more intense.Surely I can't be having the baby yet,I'm only 8 weeks!I tried to stay calm but my stomach felt like it was ripping itself apart.I fell onto the floor clutching my stomach trying to breathe and relax but I just couldn't. I started to hyperventilate and James kept saying "riley stay calm,your going to be ok"although I could tell he was a little panicked himself.It was like deja vu,I went into this different world,the pain went and it felt like a translucent curtain had been pulled in front of me.people voices started to fade, and then ,like before,it went black,still and quiet. ..