My love

Decisions

Riley pov:

Pregnant!I knew it.Me and James should have been more careful.Oh my gist! I can't believe it! A baby in my belly!A new life.I don't think I'm ready for this.I'm scared rely scared.But everyone thinks it's my fault and im a slur who got knocked up by her boyfriend at the age of only 17!My reputation is ruined.James and I what will we do?!If I decide to keep the baby where will be live?I suppose my house.I'm sure mom will let me stay,won't she?

James pov:

Can we really keep this baby.I know it's kind of my fault but I can't help feeling that riley thinks it's hers.I've really messed up.I've put riley under all this pressure and this stress and worst of all,which you wouldn't think would be a bad thing as this sort of Situation is usually celebrated,put a baby in her womb.What will we do?I don't want to force riley but maybe having this baby won't be such a good idea.I know mothers get a strong bond to their baby,but surely I shouldn't let riles go through all this pain to have something that neither of us are any way near ready for? 

Riley pov:

The doctor said  I must stay in for a little while longer so they can examine me and observe incase I collapse again.They believe I might of had a small heart attack,blood clot, or even maybe just first trimester symptoms showing a little early such as fainting,nausea and being light headed.

I don't want to kill this baby although I know how hard this will be on me,my body my relationship ships.I don't know what to do,I want someone to tell me.someone has to,I know people say 'it is my body so it's my choice' but I don't want to make this decision on my own!I think I'm going to go through with the pregnancy even if I have to give it up,but if my body can't deal with it I will have to and maybe when the time is right I could consider it again.Oh I don't know. ..