#21. public relations

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 We’re not on speaking terms.

I mean, I don’t think we are.

I mean, if we had to speak we could.

I mean, I have plenty to say to you,

walking down the hallway,

Or basking in a break,

a pause in your hectic life

and mine.

I would like to be on speaking terms.

These words don’t go away, you know.

They echo.

They bounce and bruise inside my skull, and all I want is to

speak.

With you.

About why we never cross paths when we run.

About how you never look me in the eye when we walk.

About how I always find something else to do when we stand

still.

And if you have no answers,

that’s okay.

I’d still like to be on speaking terms, so that

When I’m tired and sore and the required circumstances are met,

I can pretend to be drunk on life and

speak about you.

Your hair.

Your voice.

Your heart.

Your soul.

And you can tell me when I’m wrong because most of it is

guesswork.

I don’t actually know you.

I just know what I’ve seen from my half of the universe,

and what I’ve seen is good.

Greener grass, I suppose.

I’m not a part of your life.

And the way it’s spinning,

I never will be.

You see, we’re not—

So yeah, we’re not on speaking terms.

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