Forever & Always | Caleb Logan

10 •| Grieving

*1 month Later (Tuesday)*

Caleb's Pov

I woke up and didn't hear the showers running i was a little confused because like every morning when i wake up Sabrina's already up and in the shower. I turned over and saw Sabrina still in bed crawled up in a ball, i let her sleep and i went down starts and saw that Mum, Dad and Annie in the kitchen and mum told me that Hayley was at school. Troian wasn't there either and she's always up and ready before all of us.

"Where's Troi?" i asked as i walked in to the kitchen

"Not sure" Dad said

"Maybe she's already gone to work" i say

"No she doesn't have work today and her car is in the garage" Mum says

"What about Sabrina" Annie asks

"Shes still sleeping" i said

"Thats unusual" Mum says

"Yeah it is, hopefully one will come down soon and we will ask whats going on" I say

Sabrina's Pov

I heard Caleb get up so i pretended to be asleep i didn't want to get out of bed today, at all. I got up and walked into mums room and i saw that she was crying too, so i crawled into bed with her and cuddled up next to her. She turned over and saw that she had the framed photo of us we last took together, all 3 of us. She put the frame back on her bed side table and turned around to face me.

"Are you ok" i asked her

"I guess, what about you" she said

"Not good, I miss him so much" i said

"I know me to, I can't believe its been a year since the accident" she said

"A lot has happened this past year, good and bad" i said

"Yeah" she said wiping the tears from my face then her own face

"I love you Mum" I said to her

"I love you to, so much" Said said

We went back to sleep until about 12pm them we decided to watch some home videos and suits (the show dad was on) I love watching the home videos with dad on them but they are also really sad. Through out it tears kept rolling down my and mums faces. After the home videos we watched suits, the episode that mum and dad were both in. When it came up to a really cute Claire (Mums character) and Mike (Dads Character) mum lost it and started crying again, i didn't cause i want to be strong for her but when it came to the Clarie and Mike kiss i lost it to and mum saw still crying.

"Please turn it off, its to hard to watch" mum says

"I'm going to go for a walk and get some fresh air, want to come" i said to mum as i wipe the tears from my face

"No thanks" she said

I get out of the bed and put my shoes on and walked out of the house not caring that I'm in my pyjamas, I'm so happy none of Caleb's family were there when walked out because the probably don't know whats going on. I walked for an hour in circles, i decided to go back to the house and check on mum. When i got there she was still in bed crying, seeing her like that made cry, seeing her in that much pain killed me inside. I got in bed next to her and cuddled up with her. Then we heard a knock at the door it was Caleb.

"Come in" i said as i wipe the tears from my face. Caleb came in with a tray full of food and water, he kissed my forehead and walked out.

"He's sweet" mum said, i nod

"Here, you need to eat something" i said to mum

"I'm not hungry" she said

"Yeah, i know what you mean I'm not hungry either" i said to her, i put the food back on the plate then i checked the time it was 4:30 pm, then i cuddle up next to mum and we both went to sleep.

Calebs Pov

I'm not sure what was going on with Sabrina and Troian but i didn't want to say anything cause i know she will tell when she's ready. I took in a tray of food and water into Troian's room where, Troian and Sabrina both were in, i put the food on the bed side table, kissed Sabrina her forehead and left cause i new that nether of them have had anything to eat today. I'm really worried about bother of them. Then Sabrina walked in, her eyes were blood shot and she crying.

Sabrina's Pov

I was into Mine and Caleb's room to go talk to caleb but he was probably worried about us. When he saw my he ran over and hugged me, i think he saw the tears.

"A year" i said and i think caleb understood what i meant because he started crying.

"I can't do it Caleb, He was my Dad that guy killed him for no reason, NO REASON" i said angrily

"Shh, Bub's it ok" he said hugging me tighter

"I'm going to go check on mum" i said to caleb while tears were still streaming.

Later on that night we hear Caleb knock on the door but this time mum said come in and not me.

"We order a pizza for dinner if you guys want some" Caleb said before he left

"Come on mum, we can do thing, dad wouldn't want us to sit in a room and cry all day" I said starting

"Your right" she said getting up

We walked now stair and had some pizza and we didn't talk about today because i think they knew it would have been hard for mum and i.

"Lets go get ice cream" Katie says

"Ok" Mum says

"But we need to get dressed first" i said to mum

Mum and i went up stairs quickly and get changed, then we all walked to the ice cream shop around the corner. I walked holding hands with caleb and mum on my other side.

Authors note: Hope you like this chapter, please let me know if you did. Next chapter will be more about Caleb and Sabrina's relationship!