Forever & Always | Caleb Logan

42 •| Worst Nightmare

Sabrina's Pov

I was holding Caleb in my arms crying.

"Caleb" I just kept saying over and over again

"I love you" He said

"I love you so much" I said to Caleb before all the machine that were connected to him started going off.

"Noooo" I yelled as i was screaming and crying.

Katie and Billy started crying

Mum, Annie and Hayley came running in when they heard me scream.

When they saw they started crying 

"This can't be true, i need my bestfriend, i need me husband, i need the father of my kids, he can't leave me i need him to much, i love him so much" I said while i was crying really bad. 

2 Hours Later

I was still holding Caleb in my arms, crying.

"Lets go home" Katie said who was also still crying 

They all get up

"Come on Sabrina" Mum said

"I'm not going anywhere" I said

"Its late" Billy said

"I'M NOT LEAVING CALEB" I yelled

"Staying here isn't going to bring him back" Katie said

Billy walked over to me, picked me up and walked towards the door.

"CALEB" I screamed

Billy put me down, i ran back over to Caleb and laid on the bed next to him with my head on his chest.

"Caleb, please come back, please" I said

"Please" I kept saying over and over again

"I got her" Mum said

"Ok, we will be in the car" Billy said who was also still crying so were Hayley and Annie.

Billy had Annie in his arms and Katie had Hayley. 

They left and mum walked up to me.

"Look at me" Mum said to me

"What" I said looking at her

"I know it hurt really bad but staying here won't help, I've been through this and so can you, just because hes gone doesn't mean he will love you any less and that doesn't mean you will love him any less" Mum said

I got up, i kissed Caleb one last time then walked to the door.

"I love you" I said as i turned to look at Caleb when mum and i reached the door

We get into the car and drive home, no one said a word the whole ride home. We get home and i walked downstairs. I get downstairs, got one of Caleb's hoodies and put it on.

30 Minutes Later

I could hear Declan scream upstairs, mum offered to take them for the night. I got up and walked to mums room.

"Mommy" I heard Declan say and he stopped crying

"Hey Bubs" i said to him as i grabbed him from mums arms and went back downstairs

I went downstairs and laid in my bed with Declan next to me.

"I want Daddy" i heard Declan say

"Me too" i said to him

1 week later

Today was Caleb's funeral and i was getting ready. I had a shower and did all that now i was standing in my wardrobe and was seeing what i should wear. I grabbed the black dress i wore the first time Caleb and I said i love you, i grabbed his one of Caleb's fave black hoodies and Caleb's baseball hat. I looked in the mirror, i looked crazy but i didn't care.