Forever & Always | Caleb Logan

4 •| Heartbroken

Caleb's Pov

•2 Weeks Later 4:00 am•

"Caleb, somethings wrong," Sabrina said worried

"Whats wrong," I asked

"I'm bleeding," She said

"Hospital now," I said, "DECLAN," I yelled

"Whats wrong," He said as he came running up the stairs about a minute later 

"You need to watch the girls and you need to call Keegan," I yelled

"Why," He questioned as i was trying to get things so we could go

"I need to take mom to the hospital," I said

"Ok, don't worry about anything here just make sure mom is ok," He said

I walked over to the bed where Sabrina was lying scared, i picked her up and walked downstairs.

•Hours Later•

"How is Declan and the girls," Sabrina asked

"They're good," I said

"Keegan's with them," Troian said

We were still in the room, waiting, they didn't know exactly what was wrong, they took a whole heap of tests and we were just wait for the results. Troian was here and so was Annie, i hated that i couldn't do anything, Sabrina looks so scared and i absolutely hate it, she also wont take her hands of her stomach, its going to break her heart if we loss this baby, it will break my heart too.

"Ok so we need to do an ultrasound to check the baby," The nurse said as she walked in

She put the gel on Sabrina's stomach and started, i stood up and grabbed her hand and Troian grabbed her other handed.

"I will be back, i just need to get the doctor," The nurse said as she walked out

"Does that mean somethings wrong," Sabrina said even more worried and scared then she already was. The doctor walked in with the nurse and the nurse started again.

"I can't find the heart beat," The nurse said, the doctor wasn't saying anything he was just looking at the monitor

"I'm so sorry but i'm afraid you've had a miscarriage," The doctor

Sabrina broke down crying, so did i.

"Are we allowed to go home," Troian asked

"Your free to go when ever you want," the doctor said

•30 Minutes Later•

We got home, Sabrina was holding it together but she looked so sad, it hurt me seeing her like that.

"Mommy your home," Bella said as she caming running up to her, and Sabrina picked her up. "I love you," Bella said to Sabrina 

"I love you to bubby," She said, i think thats exactly when she need to hear cause her face lit up. She put her down and started to walk upstairs.

"I'm going to lie down," She said

She walked upstairs.

"Go with her, i can watch the girls and Declan is in his room doing school," Troian said

"Thanks Troian," I said as i walked upstairs, i walked into our room and landed down next to her.

"What can i do," I asked

"Just hold me," She said as i grabbed her in my arms and just held her.

•5 Minutes Later• 

I heard someone walk up to our room.

"Mom, you ok," Declan asked

"I'm ok," She said

Every 5 minutes another kid came over in age order to make sure she was ok. 30 minutes later all 6 of us were lying in our bed, it was so nice being with all of them.

"Are you guys going to stop trying now for another kid?" Declan said

"I don't know," I said

"I still want a brother," He said, i think he is nearly as heart broken as us by the loss of the baby.

"I know you do and i'm sorry," Sabrina said

"Mom, there is nothing to be sorry about," Declan said

"What ever happens, happens," I said

"Everything happens for a reason, we may not know the reason but there always is one," Bailee said

"No matter what happens we stick together," Savanna said

"Cause were a family," Bella said

"We are, Forever and Always," I said