The One I Need (Ciel PhantomhiveXreader ) sequel to The One I Love

Decision

It had been a few days since you and your friends were stuck in Black Butler. You guys still talked about the incident but not so much any more. Of course for you, the memory was still fresh and you always referred back to it. You really wanted to go back, but you pushed that feeling down because there were people that needed you here. Your family, your friends, and you knew they wouldn't or maybe even couldn't come with you. Also, because you were born into this world, you were made here, which meant that you must belong here, right?

Anyway, you had school today, so you decided to wear a t-shirt with Ciel on it alluding to when you got stuck in Black Butler. You put on the diamond heart-shaped pendant that Ciel gave to you since it came with you through the portal. You wore it everyday since that day. After you got your necklace on, you grabbed your (f/c) sweatshirt, some quick breakfast, grabbed your backpack and off to the bus stop you went.

"BYYEEE!" You shout into your house, notifying your departure.

No reply from any of your family members.

You left the house and shut the door behind you. Then you started on your way to the bus stop.

*time skip until you arrive at school*

You got off the bus with one earbud in your ear, music (mostly anime openings) flowing into your ear. You just hoped that no one else could hear your music. It was a strange thing that bothered you since your volume was less than halfway.

You got to your locker and shoved your backpack inside. You took out all the books and folders you needed for your next few classes. You shut your locker and walked down the hall, earbud still in your ear.

"Hey, take that earbud out of your ear! Can't have them in once you enter the school!" A teacher patrolling the hallways shouts at you.

You frown in disgust and loathe but take out your earbud anyway.

Then you finally stop at the wall by one of your friend's locker which was usually where you and your friends met every morning at school. Erin and Kaija are already there waiting for you and Grace.

"(Y/n)!" Erin exclaims as she spots you coming near them.

She is wearing a pink shirt with aqua-blue skinny jeans that stopped mid-calf. Her hair is up in a perfect, tight, bun, and she has Nike shoes on.

Kaija turns around from facing Erin and says, "Hey (Y/n)."

Kaija's wearing a large purple sweater with black leggings. Her curly hair is down and she has combat boots on.

You smile, "Hi."
"Where's Grooce?" Erin asks.
You shrug your shoulders.
"There she is," Kaija says pointing to Grace in the hallway.
"Hey guys," Grace says as she approaches.

Grace has on a blue sweatshirt and joggers. Her hair is tied up in a ponytail and wearing Vans on her feet.

Just then, a guy by the name of Dominic passes by. Grace has a crush on him. She stares at him as he walks by; he doesn't notice at all.

"Man, Dominic is blind," Kaija states.
"He really is," Erin agrees.
"I don't understand how he doesn't know I like him!" Grace exclaims.
"I know right! I mean, you literally scream 'DATE ME!!' at him whenever he walks by in the lunchroom," You add, "And he still doesn't notice."
"Yeah, he's blind and deaf," Grace says.
"So (Y/n)," Erin teases while nudging your shoulder, "is there anybody that you like?"
"Uh, yeah, did we not get trapped in another world where I agreed to a proposal from someone?" You reply, "Obviously Ciel!"
"No, she means someone real, (Y/n)," Grace explains.
"What? Did we not see a living, breathing, Ciel Phantomhive that responds to the world, to us and has feelings!?" You protest.
"I mean, yeah, but, (Y/n), he's from an anime and in another world," Kaija points out.
"Yeah, and why do you even like him? He's so boring," Erin says.
"He can't even do anything himself, he always has Sebastian doing stuff for him. I was honestly surprised that he could even pick you up in his arms, much less actually rescue you," Grace adds.
"Are we not gonna talk about how Kaija likes Youtubers much older than her?" You say wanting your friends to stop talking like that about Ciel.
"Well, at least their real people (Y/n)," Erin says.
"And Ciel is fictional," Kaija states.
"Do I have to point out the fact that we saw Ciel moving and breathing again!?" You argue getting slightly angry, "And how about how Kaija likes Finny!? He's fictional!"
"Well, first of all, we saw Ciel in a dream, so there's no proof that he's actually real," Grace says.
"Yeah, and Finny is actually cute and has a personality," Erin defends.
"Mhm, he's nice and smiles a lot," Kaija agrees.
"Yeah, and Ciel is just boring and plain," Erin states.
"Well, that's just an opinion, your opinion," You argue.
"Face it (Y/n), Ciel is so boorring," Erin says.
"Yeah, he can't even do anything by himself," Grace adds.
"And he's still fictional and doesn't exist in real life," Kaija states.

Before you can argue more, the warning bell rings signaling that there are five more minutes until school officially starts. Since your first class is far away from the meeting spot, you have to leave at the bell. You turn away from your friends and walk to your class without saying goodbye. You don't hear them say bye to you either

You go on through the rest of the school day with their voices running through your head.

"Ciel is so boorring...'"
"Ciel can't even do anything himself..."
"Ciel is fictional and doesn't exist in real life..."

Their remarks boil your feelings into a soup of intense anger, saddening despair, and burning hatred that sticks with you the whole day.

Finally, it's the end of the school day. On your way out to the busses, you don't see your friends anywhere. But that's okay, it's not like you wanted to see them anyway.

You board the bus and sit in an empty seat. You put your earbuds in your ear and try to look as emo as possible so people will be too scared to sit next to you. It also helped that your friends talked crap about Ciel this morning which got you in a very bad mood. In the end, no one dared to sit next to you on the bus and you got a seat by yourself. Eventually, the bus stopped at your stop. You got off and walked to your house.

Once you approached your doorstep, you shoved your key into the lock, turned the key and opened the door. After you enter your house, you close the door behind you and listen to see if anyone is home.

You don't hear anything. You take off your shoes and go to your room. You shut the door, throw your backpack onto the floor, and collapse onto the bed. You roll onto your back and stare at the ceiling. Even at the end of the day, you can't shake your friends' words from your head.

"Ciel is so boorring...'
"Ciel can't even do anything himself..."
"Ciel is fictional and doesn't exist in real life..."

Ugh! It ticked you off so much! They were so inconsiderate and didn't even care that it hurt your feelings. They hadn't even apologized or checked on you to see if you were alright!

Then the doorbell rings, interrupting your thoughts. You walk up the stairs and open the front door for your siblings who had just gotten home from school. They immediately rush to either go use the bathroom, claim the tv remote, or get the best snack. Your siblings don't even bother to acknowledge your being.

You sigh and walk back down to your room. You lay down on your bed, arms spread apart and look up at the ceiling.

'Freaking buttholes, they deserve to be burned alive,' -*Cough* *Cough*- You think to yourself, 'You know, they obviously don't even care about me, no one does. Not my family, no one at school, not even my friends. They didn't seem to care about what they were saying, they just kept firing away. It seems that the only person that does care about me is Ciel, and he's 'fictional'. Maybe I should just go back to Black Butler, I mean, no one would miss me, I'd be happier there anyway, with the one I love, with Ciel.'

You lovingly wrap your hand around the pendant of your necklace and contemplate if your really should go back into the world of Black Butler. After you think a little you remember the words of your friends:

"Ciel is so boorring..."
"Ciel can't even do anything himself..."
"Ciel is fictional and doesn't exist in real life..."

And those words, from some of the people closest to you, flicked the switch that made your final decision. You closed your eyes, relaxed your body, and fell into a deep sleep; one you would never wake up from.

(A/n: Hey guys! Sorry for the super long wait! But I finally got it out! The first chapter of the sequel to The One I Love. I hope to post more and I just want you all to know that I love you guys!! ~Author-chan ^w^)