I scrambled to my feet, picking up my clothes and covering myself while Niall just sat up and had a smirk on his face. Did he have this planned? I looked up at Louis trying to catch his gaze but he avoided it.
"Lou..." I started to say until he cut me off by holding up his hand.
"Let me guess, it is not what it looks like, then what does it look like? my fiance naked, with my mate and he is naked too?" he asked in disbelief. I opened my mouth to say something, but was cut off again by Louis.
"I love you Cindy, but you need to decide who you want in your life, because you are hurting the both of us" he said simply, with no emotion in his voice.
"I want you, Louis, if I didn't then I woudn't have said yes when you asked me to marry you, what just happened between Niall and I was nothing, just a stupid mistake because we were both pissed and then this happened" I explained. I quickly looked down at Niall and he gave me a dirty look. I realized that I still didn't have my clothes on and I quickly changed into them.
"I'll see you at the interview lomorrow" was all Louis said before he walked away. I swear I saw a tear slide down Louis cheek when he turned and walked off. I sighed and looked at Niall who was slowly putting his clothes on.
"I can never be happy with you around" I whispered to him. He looked up at me as he bottoned his jeans.
"Not as long as I still love you" he admitted with a straight face.
"If you do love me, then you would let me go, my happiness should matter to you and I am happy with Louis, why can't you just leave me the hell alone and deal with the fact that I am over you?" I demanded. Before he could answer, I spun on my heel and walked back upstairs. I wanted to go straight for my room, but the front door caught my eye. It was back on the hinges, it was looking as if Niall didn't break it down. I raised an eyebrow and went to it and slowly opened it. It opened with ease, but when I looked down, on the stone pathway I saw someone on their knees hunched over. I squinted and saw that it was Louis. I cautiously walked over to him and heard him sob.
"Lou" I whispered placing my hand on his shoulder.
"Why is it so hard?" he whimpered while sniffing. I knelt down in front of him and took his face in my hands making him look at me.
"Why is what so hard?" I asked looking in his eyes.
"For you to love me" he answered in a whisper. I was taken aback by his answer that it took me a few seconds to answer him.
"I love you, Louis, I seriously do" I assured. I knew that it was 100% true when I said those words. I love Louis! But would he take me back after what I did to him? He looked at me with teary eyes and I knew what he was going to ask.
"Then why did you do it?" He wondered with a curious glance. I chewed on my bottom lip I didn't know how to answer his question. Why did I have sex with Niall? Was it the way he made me feel? Or maybe because I still had a thing for him? Or it's possibly the fact that he is the father of my children.
"To be honest, Louis, I don't know" I replied. He sighed and still held my gaze. I swiped my thumb across his cheek to catch an escaped tear.
"I've never seen you cry before" I whispered more to myself.
"Because you mean so much to me, I finally have you as my fiancé, and then I see you with some other guy, that hurt, Cindy" he answered.
"I know, Lou, I am very sorry, I mean it" I said in a sincere voice. I am really sorry about what I did to him.
"Come inside, I need you, the girls...your girls need you" I begged, my voice barely a whisper when I felt raindrops fall from the sky onto my cheeks. His silvery gaze held onto mine as we stared at eachother for a few seconds until it started pouring. I blinked the raindrops from my eyes, still holding Louis gaze.
"Want to know what I always wanted to do?" he asked in a quiet voice.
"What?" I wondered raising an eyebrow. He leaned forward towards me and my eyes drifted close as I felt his lips brush softly over mine. I sighed into the kiss, completely happy that he forgave me .
"Does this mean I am forgiven?" I asked when we pulled back for breath. He chuckled and leaned his forehead against mine.
"No way, but your punishment is going to be something you will never forget" he purred darkly before he got up and suddenly pulled me up and threw me over his shoulder. Oh was I in for it, but at least one thing I knew for sure, is that this was going to be a pleasurable punishment.
Hey everyone! Sorry for the short crappy assed chapter!!! Started to run out of ideaas :( Hope everyone is doing well...Fan vote and comment xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
