I'm ice cold but that's you're fault.

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i walk inside the bathroom to wash my face i walk inside there practice room and lower the music"ow hey hope-ah"s.coups said "hey oppa's is it okay if i leave my bag here i need to get something at the dorm and then i will be back because i need to tell you guys something""ok hopey" woozi says and everyone nod but josh and vernon oppa are looking at me with a question face i smile and go outside go to the dorm pack everything up en go back when i enter the room they are staring at me and my bags "where are you going hope that you have youre big bag with you"hosi said after him the china line said"it's like that she's gonna leave us" in unison i feel my tear form in my eyes and joshua oppa jumps up "HOPE HONG NO HONG NARA YOU'RE GOING BACK RIGHT BUT IT ISN'T A YEAR YET""i'm sorry oppa but it's already a year that passed i need to go back to cali" "WHAT ARE YOU SAYING" vernon yells i jump behind oppa"iiii'm sorry vernon oppa""why didn't you tell me that it's was today why did you keep still really" i see tears forming in everyone's eyes but my biggest worries goes to josh oppa and my handsome boyfriend i hug them"i'm sorry oppa sorry dino i really love you guys but i need to go i will come back-" just when i wanted to say something my phone rings i pick up and hear a voice

"hope-ah you neeed to come now we need to leave or we will miss the plane" i sigh

"I will come down in a sec wait a sec"

i end the call and look at everyone one last time i hug everyone en i see that there trying not to cry "See you guys later" i walk to my bag but i feel 3 pair of arms around me one around my head 1 pair around my waist and another one at my legs i sighs "joshua let my head go""but-""just do it" "okay""dino my leg i'm gonna need that buy a barbie doll ""but that is not you're leg and you don't go"i sigh and let out a small yell he shocked and jumped away now the last pair i swallow my saliva and turn "oppa let me go i'm gonna miss my plane""but i don't want you to leave you are gonna go to cali and what about me what about us are we done are we still what we are now because youre there i'm here do you think you or i can hold on being together while you're on the otherside of de DAMN WORLD" he sobs as he turn me with my back to his chest "vernon look at me please" i turn around and say" i will be back so don't you try to cheat on my because i have a lot of people who are gonna watch over you you understand" he smiles and nod

ON THE PLANE BACK TO CALI

after i got on the plane and i cried for a long time i felled asleep when we finely landed the airpord was packed with people i may to the back door and so i went home just when i enter the front door all the light's are out i walk to the kitchen and see a note on the frige "hello nara we're on a trip since a week before you're here and we will be back when you are already on the way back to korea bye "

that's it they don't even want to see me after a year i didn't even call once so WHY ARENT THEY HERE calm nara just call josh or vernon i face-time joshua oppa

beep beep

"NARA-AH"

"urg oppa's and dino don't yell"

"huh what's wrong babe" vernon asked

"josh mom and dad aren't here they are on a trip they won't be back for a long time i tough when i got home i wil see them and hug them telling them i'm sorry BUT THEY DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME IT'S JUST LIKE WHEN YOU LEFT THE DIDN'T CHANGE" "hey hopey calm down"" sorry oppa  but i will hang up i need tot do something"i sob"YAH HONG NARA DON'T YOU EVEN DARE TO HURT YOURSELF DO YOU UNDDERSTAND" Vernon yells afriad "what do you really think that i'm gonna cut myself because my stupid parents that only thinking about my brother than you don't now you're Girlfriend vernon bye"

i end the call and change outfits i grap my leader outfit which is my jeans blouse and my black pair of leggings on top a black beanie with leader on it a bag and last but not least my school uniform jacket i go outside with my sunglases and walk to school i sigh as i walk into the building i walk straight to the class and push the door open with a bang "Excuse me but what are you doing here and who are you" miss maroku asked"omg miss did you already forgot the troubelmaker HOPE HONG" i say while my gurls are looking at me with a big smile while leader make-up doll or how i like to call her miss look-at-me are whispering"why did she come back know that all the guys finely ony are looking at me she comes back urg i hate her really" i turn her way and walk to her desk i slam my hand on the table and go down "lisen carefully  don't need to worry i just came to visite and just one thing they never will fall for a face full of make-up i will win evey time even when i'm on the other side of the world bye" i stand up and look at miss "i will take miss Nikki Leroy and Miss Vicky Clark come on girls" i say "Yah Miss hong i didn't give my approvel" i smirk "when did i Hong Hope  lisen to you " i say with a smirk "lets go" then i walk to the boys class i do the same as before but i need only rocky and ricky not daimon i walk in the class room "RICKY ROCKY come please""HOPE" i smirk "lets go ""yes sir" "hope you can't take some some of our our students" i see the new teacher is a fan of my "Rocky what is you're teachers name""mister Kai Parks" i nod and do a cute hair flip while i walk to the teacher "kai can thede 2 boys come with me i will give you a hug and a sign " i smile he nods i sign a magagine  and give him a hug "thank you kay " i winked and walked out the room i walk to the roof and sit down 3 2 1 "LEADER YOU'RE BACK"