Hey I'm Hong Na Ra of my English name Hong Hope i have one older brother you'll know him for sure it's hong jiso or josua hong he is 3 years older than me and left for his dream i still can't forgive him he left without a word and our parents onl...
i sat down at the chair as i greet "hello Yoon eun hye sunbae-nim" she turns and looks at me "hope -isshi"i nod"you are really pretty'" she smiles" i really like you to you're work is amazing "thank you after we took some selca's and my hair was done i left the salon and went to my shoot in tervieuw and so on as i walked to a night store to by some food i got a text messag
hey hope we need to talk -vernon
i just sent
Sorry mister hwe hansol but i can't i have work to do -hope
i put my phone back and go home as i get there i put my PJ on and fall asleep in the morning i go to a shoot and to jyp to talk about my schedules then i went to shoot for a drama i went to joshua's dorm i know that he's there with s.coups oppa dino jeonghan oppa i sent a text
from my hopey
to my michin oppa
hey hey
i'm on my way to you're dorm you are home right make sure there are injeolmi rice ball's ,honey tong tongs,bubble tea some coffee and last but not least and this must you have maejakgwa this must i have YOU UNDERSTANDS love you oppa see you in 10 min -hopey
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when i got there i opend the door and sut my shoes away "I'M HERE" i run to the salon when im there i see dino and jeonhan oppa i sniffel my tears back i run to them and hug them "wwwhat's wrong hope-ah" jeonghan oppa asked "oppa it's hurts so much but what can i do ""where does it hurt hopey" dino asked worried i pad on my chest right on the place where my heart is "its so painfull" i snicker as i hear th door open i dry my tears an set a smile on "OPPA" i yell at josh and run in his embrace did you get what i want "Yah you just come for free food don't you " he sayed fake hurt "maybe mabye not""yah hope where is my hug"coups oppa asked i let go of josh oppa and hug him after that i grap th bag and grap the food out i give everyone a bubble tea and som cookies"oppa's dino i need to tell you something ""tell us " they say "after my drama and the rest of my schedules this 2 months i will leave korea for 2 years""huh what do you mean you're just back"dino anwsers me " i need to go back to china i have some work with luhan-isshi again that will be for a month of 6 and then i need to go to cali with GOT7 i come in there mv that's gonna be for 2 months then 4 mont's of training in taiwan then i will be here for 2 days to come pick ep some letters and a meeting with sajangnim then i go to paris for 6 monts and then 3 months in germany and 3 months in belguim then i will be back""but but why did you said that you'll go what about me about vernon about everyone here "reasons josh oppa my tears fall out my eyes but my anger keeps comming up i shout back "oppa i don't have ANITHING TO DO WITH MISTER HWE HANSOL"my voice gets down i wisper"he don't see me as a girlfriend he sees me only as a dongsaeng so thanks foor the food see you guys in 2 years""but you here for 2 months "s.coups said "yeah but i will be glad if you and everyone else would not come visit me see you guys later " i sigh and walk away right then the door opens hyungs dino were home"i hear a voice i step back and fall down "HOPE are you okay" i nod and stand up i lick my bottom lip i close my eyes as i hear hi voice again"joshua hyung why did you yell hopes name" just when i open my eyes he walks in the room"nara-ah why don't you awnser my calls ""I'm sorry mister hwe hansol but i need to go i have some work""yah nara What did i do wrong" he asked while i walk towards the door"read you intervieuw you did a couple of weeks ago and you'll know what's worng why i don't awner you're calls and why i look for schedules outside the country""you're going away again you're just back?!"i turn around keep it up hope don't fall don't cry" yes for 2 years so go find a girl that you say you love then in a interview tell the whole world that she's only a LITTLE SISTER and if you would tell her it was only for a interview before SEE F*UCKING FIND OUT dino-ah oppa's MISTER hwe hansol bye bye" i turn back "ow joshua oppa i will call you " i run to josh hug him and step out there dorm i get in the van and cry my eyes out to my manager "lets go home""okay hope tomorrow i need you to be ready at 5 ok" i nod as i get out my car i wave chi mae oppa goodbye and wait until i cant see the van anymore i turn inside i grap my pj and sigh i go to bed in the morining i got up grap a black leggin a black lose shirt a black beanie black sneakers and no make up i get dressed and walk down stairs so let's start the day but i just can't seem to smile as i get in the car my manager begins to nag "what do you wear ""SHUT UP AND DRIVE i don't need you're advise ok just leave me alone and play some of K.Will nummers" as we arrive at the company i got greeted alot i greet back but without a genuine smile.
