I'm ice cold but that's you're fault.

IT'S BEEN 2 YEARS

"omg oppa it's only been 2 years since i left korea" joshua oppa's eyes gotten really big "nara-yah what happend""i just got back here catch" i got in total 12 bottle with me i got everyone a bottle exept for vernon but he doesn't seem to mind"HOPEEEEEEEEE"ow no not again just before he get's to hug me i jump aside and he runs into the wall i giggle"dino-yah is everything okay""yes but why did you not accept my hug""because if i did i would have felt the pain that you feel right now""NARA" i turn around and get hugged "uhhhm" "GROUP HUG"screams seungkwan oppa"ohohw" i get crushed in a hug of 13 people"okay i missed you guys to but let me see you're dance""YES" they let me go but 1 person stand right infrond of me and don't move one bit "VERNON COME ON YOU'RE PLACE""no hyung i need to talk with hope" he turns his head back at me"right hope""i don't know what you want to talk about but if you have to say it full confident""why don't you understand it that i'm a idol and i can't say it even if i want it"urg"I UNDERSTAND IT CLEARLY BUT THEN YOU SHOULN'T HAVE CALLED ME LIKE A LITTLE SISTER WITHOUT TELLING ME AND YOU KNOW WAT I DON'T CARE DO WHAT YOU WANT I'VE HEART THAT I'M GONNA BE IN  RELATIONSHIP SO LEAVE ME ALONE DO YOU GET IT CHWE HANSOL VERNON""what wait with who since when stop it HOPE""ALSO MISTER CHWE THANKS FOR KISSING THE GIRL BEFORE MY EYES 1 YEAR AGO AND NOT TRYING TO EXPLAIN A THING""bye bye oppa's dino speak with you guys later love you"i give vernon a glare and hug joshua as i got home i grap my phone and search for mark oppa's number ow here is it

BEEP BEEP

hello what is it hope

oppa i need help kom to my dorm now please  

i'm right there wait 10 min 

okay but bring some bubba along

okay bye bye

byebye oppa

end call

i go to the room and grap a sweat pants and a crop top just when i'm readdy from changing goes my ell"COMMING"i run to the door and open it "OPPAAAAA""aish hope just be chill and talk "when we got to my living he sits down at my two sit and i'm next to him i grap my bubba from him and he starts the convo until he asked "so why did you call me over"i sigh "its vernon mark oppa i still love him"But that's good right you just say yes to him jyp-sajang-nim and his company wanted you guys together anyway""Oppa lisen carefully do you know why i broke up with him and why i left for 2 years""acutely ani why"i sigh after i told him everything he just sayed"but he's right he coulden do it that time because of you're and his contract hope-ah""OPPA he  should have told me was going to say that and also i'm ike his fucking dongsaeng fo a girl that hurts to hear just like that ok do you get it or not""ow that's the prolem i get it but you know vernon isn't a bad guy his just unsure about special things""OPPA on whose side are you if you're on his side  go ask him to by you're boyfriend" i stand up and march to the kitchen as i grap some beer i open it and drink it in one go i know normaly in korea you aren't allowed to drink at the age of 18 but next month i'm 19 so i don't care in belguim you can drink when you're 16 "HOPE what are you doing"I drake that beer so what in a week i may drink legaly""yea in a week since when did you start drinking""euhm 6 months ago i think yea around that but back to you and vernon go and ask him i not gonna be suprist as he says yes""HOPE COME TO YOU'RE SENSES i'm on your side thats why i wanted you guys to get together you're so cute oppa you're wrong jyp-sajang-nim wanted me to get together with bobby from Ikon" "it was a lie hope"mark oppa said"actually he did know that you ask for jobs outside korea because of him so we couldn't say it to you because you wouldn't come back right""that's true but WHY HIM OF ALL PEOPLE""just lisen to sajang nim maybe you'll forget all of the -""WHAT DID YOU SAY DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT I4m gonna just smile and forgive him so easly it's not only because of that that we broke up""Then what is there that i don't know"i feel tears burning in my eyes as i get to see the flashback"in the middel of y work outside the country  i had here a shoot for a drama so i came back here for 1 week when i was going to suprise vernon-isshi i saw him kiss a girl at the back door at his compange he saw me i know it but he didn't run after me i don't date guys i can't trust so let me be 

ON MY B-DAY

i don't know why i invited vernon but inside i know i miss and still love him stupid right even tough that i was with someone in the us 6 months ago bt i couldn't stop thinking about him"hope-isshi""yeah what is it eun bi-ah" here is the dress for you're b-day party at ***** club"

"thanks i love it" i go inside the dressing room  as i walk out i see that Got7 oppa's are here "Hello oppa's" there mouth are wide open"what's wrongoppa""you look amazing hopey" i smile"vernon is going to be like a lost dog"mark wisperd into my ear"i hope so" i wisper to myself"LETS GO BDAY GIRL" i smile "so at what hour where you born"asked yugeom oppa asked and i wanted to tease the oppa's exept for jackson and mark oppa "i was born at one minute before 12 PM""what did you say hope-ah" asked jr oppa" i was born just a minute before 12 PM" "ow wow you're eommonie had to suffer a lot because of you"my mom didn't text for my b-day not that i care" yea but she makes sure to let me suffer in my life lets go i neeed to do my make-up in the van" 

IN THE VAN

i put on my make-up i have everything on except my lipstick "Mark oppa wich one you know the red one of the soft pink one""Red""okay" i put in on and we got to the club i link my arms with bambam en mark oppa as i walk into the vip lounge"HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOPEY" i smile as i see that vernon stil stands and he doesn't know what happend "HOPE""JAE OPPA" i run to him as he kissed my cheek as i felt a pair of eyes follow my