Lost~Ashton Iwrin Fanfic

Goodbye

::Ashton::

"Mate? She wasn't worth it come in now before you get sick." I hadn't realize it beginning to rain on my shirtless body. I was shivering and my body demanded me to go in but I was paralyzed still imagining her figure walking away from me.

"Ashton. Lets go. now." I barely heard Michael over her voice.

"Ashton I hate you."

"You deserve this."

"I never loved you."

"Don't you realize it wasn't you? it was your money Ashton."

"Your just a stupid drummer who had no idea what I was doing this whole time. it sucks doesn't it Ashton?"

"Thanks for the ring by the way..."

She walked away like it was nothing. leaving my heart on the floor like a child's toy. I should get down and pick it up but she took pieces with her.

"Calum get his feet. Luke go get a blanket and lay it on the couch. C'mon Ashton." I felt my body start floating. I couldn't tell if I was crying or not because of the rain but I had a strong feeling i was. Silent tears. the most painful kind.

"Ashton you have to look at me. Ashton please." It was Luke now but I couldn't see him I could only hear him just loud enough to cover her last words. "Thanks for the ring by the way..."

"Ashton please." Calum was drying my torso off with a towel.

"I'm tired. Im just going to go to bed." I Walked slowly. The world still spinning around me.

"Ashton I-"

"I'm Tired!" I yelled and stumbled into the nearest bedroom and fell onto the pillow.

I know I was crying now. Slow silent tears that only came when your heart was truly broken. Not the sobbing kind. Just water out of my eyes as a wave of emotion shook them out.

Soon I fell asleep hearing those words over and over again.

"Thanks for the ring by the way..."