The notebook

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*flashback* I finished my call with the police,I had to act fast before the police came,I grabbed the gun and took his glasses cloth of his dresser and wiped the gun down,I didn't need to clean the shells of the bullets because I didn't load it he did so it will create evidence for the theory of suicide.i know you think I'm really messed up but I'm not,all i was trying to do is defend myself and I can't afford to go to jail for a crime that i halfway didn't commit.i bent down next to him and started to caress his cheek it was as cold as ice I warped my arms around him and started to sob and sob to my hearts content and I said to him "I'm going to find out what happened to you I promise I will figure out what I did and ask forgiveness and I promise I will confess to killing you"I kept repeating that to him hoping he would wake up the emotions just started to flow in all at once anger,sadness,frustration,confusi-on I was feeling it all.i slumped to the ground next to him and let the tears fall.

"So can you tell me what happened" the detective said " I came thru his window and I found him lying in the center of the room with a gun in his Hand and blood running down his side so i ran over to him to see if he was alive or..... And I held him that's really all that happened" I mumbled the last part "so why did you go to his house" I won the lottery and I was eager to tell him" I said "ok I guess that's enough for now thank you you may leave now" the detective smiled at me "thank you" I nodded my head and began towards the door.

.....................at home
I stared at the ceiling as if it were the sky but it wasn't the same knowing Tyler wasn't doing the same that thought took me of edge the thought ate my flesh and burned me to death,As if that really happen I screamed to top of my lungs and kicked and screamed as if someone was strangling me then I realized nobody was strangling me,I relaxed while trying to catch my breath my horrific thoughts made me want to jump of a Cliff the guilt just ate me up in side this catastrophic event made me extremely tired my eyes got droopy and I dozed of to sleep

...few hours later...
I woke up about 3:00 am I couldn't fall back to sleep the dark was making shapes and creating the scene of Tyler's death it was worthless to even try and go to bed. I yawned and placed my feet on the carpeted floor and walked towards my closet and put on light blue skinny jeans and and a baby blue blouse also adding my gray vans. I went to my dresser and grabbed my brush and brushed trough the tangled black locks and put it in a tight high ponytail finishing it with a head band I walked out of the house down the steps and out of the driveway. I walked trough the ally that I walk trough every day it never really felt creepy anymore after walking through it for decades even when I was a young child, I got closer and I saw one black figure on the ground and another standing above it as I got closer  I deciphered those figures as human beings the one one on the ground had bruises all over it face and neck.i looked up too see the other one staring at me with cold eyes getting darker and darker and they soon resembled to Tyler's but darker,colder filled  with so much hate you wouldn't even think it's possible. I turned my back towards it and walked slowly away from the scene as if it never seem it's most desired prey my feet tapped on the cement and came at a quicker pace and I soon came to a fast run also none as a sprint.

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I made my way through the thick woods I landed here after running for my life a noticed a good hiding spot , as I was walking memories that I forgot about mostly everything came to me all at once, me and Tyler always came as kids. I removed the vines that were tangled together and in my way,once I removed them I stumbled upon a open area but not quite there were baby branches digging holes in the ground for water that couldn't be found in this dry cracked ground. After a few seconds I recognized this place as the space me and Tyler would play and as we got older we would just sit and look up at the dark blue sky at night.

I laid  down on the gravel and looked at the single star in the sky and thought to myself of how all this could happen all at once how the walls could just fall on me,a tear slipped down from my cheek I raised to my feet and started to sway back and imaging Tyler their swaying with me I started  to spin around and around and around over again , I didn't care how ever this seems to be like all I care about is that I get to take another glance a Tyler even if it's just for a second or a allusion

I swayed right left right left twirl right lift twirl again and again as I was twirling my foot caught onto something and I fell to the ground I lift up my chest and looked down at my foot and saw that my foot was stuck under a piece of ground I got up and bent down onto my knees and lifted up the gravel it revealed a cover I digged out the item it was a black notebook with writing all over the front in neat hand writing it looked to valuable to even for me to touch it.i tucked it under my arm I didn't want to read it now I needed to find my way home quickly it was getting cold.

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I hope your enjoying the book so far this is my first book that I'm actually planing to finish because I lost interest in the rest of the books I have wrote but I really feel strongly about that maybe people will like and enjoy to read I hope you are so far I'm
Going to try to write longer chapters I just been pretty busy but I'm never to busy for you guys have a nice day🌞/night🌚

             Sincerely Bri

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