A week after my little visit from Ashton, Michael came over. We talked about everything. I cried about everything. But it was okay Because Michael had always been someone I loved talking too. Like I just love him.
Today, I decided I was going to go to the park with my friend Destiny. I hadn't talked to her since she moved high school and we needed girl time.
I ate breakfast quickly. Ran upstairs and got dressed. I was wearing a long floppy purple sweater with white and black addidas and skinny jeans with rips going down each leg.
I had gotten very thin here lately from not eating a lot and being upset but I'm trying not to be so sad. So me and Destiny might go out to eat.
I put on my makeup but only mascara and eyeshadow Bc we might get a little sweaty and it would just make my makeup look really bad.
My phone started buzzing like crazy so I went and looked at it.. Destiny said she just got sick and couldn't make it... Great..
I went down stairs completely bummed about not being able to go out today. It sucks.
My mum had to leave and go help one of her friends move out. I was home alone. With nothing to do.
I laid in the couch and drifted off to sleep.
The doorbell rang so I got up off the couch and opened it... I looked the guy up and down. And half smiled at the all too familiar face.
The man dropped to his knees. "I'm so sorry. I'm so so so sorry I left you. I don't know how I could do something like this. How could I do this to you? I loved you.. I LOVE you. I'm so sorry.." He started to cry hugging my waist.
"Oh my God... Luke... I love you so much..." We hugged and I was unaware of what was about to happen.
Luke leaned in and kissed me.
I opened my eyes and sat up on the couch...
I woke up... I FREAKING WOKE UP. TO THE STUPID DOOR BELL. How could I think that was real?.. I got up for real this time to answer the door.. It was only my neighbor coming over Bc she made my mom a pie... I can't believe I thought my dream was real...
As soon as Mrs. Dorithy left my house I cried my eyes out for the next 2 days... I was finally becoming okay with him leaving... But I guess life doesn't want me to move on.. I guess life just wants me to say stuck in this rut. And never climb out. I guess like wants me to stay in the dark..
After Sunday and Monday pass. Tuesday... Ashton comes back over with Calum.
"We have a surprise for you." Calum says sitting on my bed and Ashton smiling very widely.
"I don't want to get up." I said closing my eyes and sinking back down into my pillow.
"Fine then," Calum says picking me up.
"What are you doing?" I asked holding onto Calums neck very tightly.
"I'm carrying you to the surprise. Duh." He says smiling.
We walk downstairs and Calums strong arms grip my thigh tightly. We walk outside and on my front lawn was a checkered black and white blanket with a basket on top of it and plates laying around it.
"Oh my lord you guys.." I smile up at Calum.
"What Princess?" He says into my ear.
"I love you so much Ashton and Calum."
"Love you babe." Ashton says and Calum kisses my forehead then sets me down on the blanket.
Ashton pulled out some sandwiches... Peanut butter and jelly, my favorite. And gummy bears. Also my favorite and we ate in peace.
After we finished Cal saw a pretty purple flower growing up beside the blanket and picked it.
"Here." Calum said handing it to me.
"How romantic" I laughed out.
"Well yah know.. I'm just that kind of a guy." He smiled and gave me wink along with a lip bite, but I knew it was just a joke. I thought.
Calum grabbed my hand and held it in his lap.. I just smiled and acted like it wasn't weird. But we already had a thing back before me and Luke were anything. I loved Calum... I don't know if I'm getting those feelings back or if I just don't feel anything at all... I just don't know.
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Thank you so much for reading so far.<3 I'm happy to say chapter 4 is finally finished. I'll try and update soon. I'm sorry it takes me so long. Please KEEP READING!
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Wherever You Are// Luke Hemmings Fanfic
FanficHe is such a jerk. He's the biggest jerk I've ever met. I love that jerk. He's the love of my life. What's wrong with me? He doesn't want me... My life is over...