younower imagines

black gray part 2/4 (dirty)

the bell to end fourth period rings after what feels like eternity and i go to lunch, walking alone because of my broken heart.
then Gianna starts walking beside me 

i start to say hi but she puts her finger over my lips and says "shhh, don't speak."

then she drags me into an abandoned class room BC every public school has one, and she kisses me in the cheek.

"woah" i say in a breathy voice. she was a good kisser!

then Gianna inches down to my high top converse and she slowly unlaced them, looking at me from between her eyelashes.

the feeling of her untying my shoes feels so good.

after a little bit i let go, and take my shoes AND socks off.

you're turn" i say.

she giggles and sits on a desk.

i go up to her and start feeling her ear lobes, checking to see if she had any infection.

"are you allergic to nickel?" i ask

she blushes "so what if i am"

i don't want her to feel insecure. "don't worry, you can get custom earrings. "

she laughs "that's what i do now "

after i give her a check up and prescribe some of my moms special gel lotion for nickel sensitive earlobes, we go to lunch even though it's been 5 hours lunch is still going on.

"round two later?" Gianna says.

i smile "yes, that was amazing especially with you. "

it was nice BC for a spilt second i forgot about my brown heart.

but then i remembered BC i thought about not thinking about it and i get down on my knees and throw my head back, gasping for air and saying, no , screaming "whyyyyyy!!!"

i get a little mellow dramatic sometimes.

"Gianna help me up i have bad knees please " i ask after my episode is over.

she doesn't reply so i look around and sigh. 

i see her hugging Jacob, and i run into the bathroom and stay there until the weekend (it was Monday)

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