Chapter17; Giving Up.

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I am so sorry this is late, i was watching the Xfactor and i was really tired and felt sick this morning so i didn't upload any. 4 Chapters tonight:) Enjoy 

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Louis POV 

So after hanging about the park, Harry dropped me off, thanks goodness because i was getting really cold even with his jacket on but i did feel sorry for him, i wouldn't be surprise if he has a cold tomorrow. Tomorrow was Monday which means we can talk to Zayn and ask him what the note meant and what was this fight about. 

The thing that worries me the most is how are we going to get him to admit everything? I mean he said to Liam he wasn't going to say anything else because it was none of his buisness, but what about me?. I am his best friend, surely he should tell me something even if it's something small, it could still help. 

All i done today was sit in my room and go on twitter. I just had a lazy day today and didn't leave my room only to go to the bathroom or get something to eat. 

The night came really fast, i guess when your to "Busy" On the internet you just loose track of time. 

I thought i would have an early night tonight so i went to my bed at 10pm and when it came to 11:00 i was woken up by a text, it was from Harry. It said 

"Night Love, see you tomorrow:)xxxx" 

He always texts me at 11:00 and thats the time i usually go to my bed at, only on school nights though. I smiled at the text and replied back in seconds. 

"Night Hazz:)xxxx, Love you" 

I put my phone back on my nightstand and went back to sleep. 

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The next day i got woken up by my alarm, my mum or sisters never wake me up. It's not that they are lazy or don't care about me, i just don't like getting waken up by them because when my mum wakes me up she grabs the covers off me and i am lying there freezing and if one of my sisters gets me up, they jump on my bed and start throwing stuff at me. Its not fun at all!

I got up and got changed quickly. 

I then ate my breakfast and walked to school. 

I walked in and saw Niall, Tina, Eleanor, Liam and Harry sitting at a table, i ran up to them and sat beside Harry. 

"Any news from Zayn or Perrie yet?" I asked putting my school bag on the table. 

"No, not yet" Tina said. 

"Oh, are use all aloud to go on the Holiday?" I asked changing the subject fast. 

"Yeah, we all are" Eleanor said smiling at me. 

"That's good" I said, smiling back at her. 

We sat in slience for awhile until Zayn walked in. 

He sat beside Liam. 

"You look a mess" Harry said. 

"Thanks" Zayn said looking up at me. Why is he looking at me? I didn't say it. 

But It was true, he really did look terrible. He had bags under his eyes, i guess he hasn't slept in days, he hadn't shave in a while, he smelt of smoke and drink and his hair was a mess. 

"Zayn why don't you talk to us, please" Niall said 

"No" He snapped 

"It will make you feel better mate, trust me" Liam said, patting his back. 

"It wont, i am a horrible person i should'nt be here" He said getting up 

"Zayn" I shouted 

"Great" Harry said. 

"You know i didn't mean we force him to talk to us, why cant we just let him be now? I know i wanted to talk to him and get it all out of him but now i don't. Cant you see? If he doesn't want to talk about it then that's fine. Stop getting involved now, we should just stop" I said grabbing my school bag and following Zayn. 

We should just stop trying to force him, it's so unfair. He can tell us whenever he wants... I know we will never make anything okay, we'll just make everything worse. I know it!

Ah it was a stupid idea to begin with, what was i thinking. I don't need them, they can make things worse if they want but they are going to regret it. 

I just want everything back to normal. I want Zayn to be  himself again, he has never missed anyone so much before. He is a mess!

"Zayn" I shouted. 

"Listen mate i don't want to talk about it, cant you just accpet that?" He said turning around. 

"Yeah i know you don't want to talk about it, i know no matter what we do we wont make anything better i just don't want you too loose all your friends over her. She left you, it's time to move on now, get over her show her who the bigger person is" 

"Your right but if only you knew" He said sighing. 

"Well I am your best friend aren't i?" 

"Of course" 

"Best friends tell each other everything don't they?"

"Yeah ,i guess" 

"So why can't you tell me, Zayn i will always be your friend no matter what, i wont hate you, i just want you to be yourself again. Come on mate tell me please" I begged

"Fine" He said, giving in. 

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