Change My Mind- Larry Stylinson Fanfiction

Chapter41; Never Hurt Me Again.

I Know this is late, school is annoying me and i have a project for science and a mini (You could call it that) project for Art. I have to desgin something blah, blah. I couldn't care less. 

Anyway here is the next chapter and just to say i will be uploading more chapters on Thursday and Friday  because i am off school. September WEEKEND!. I'm off,Friday and Monday

Anyway,enjoy:) 

Louis POV 

Could i really forgive him? I mean the way i kiss Eleanor is nothing compare to the way Harry was kissing Niall. I kiss her on the cheek and Harry goes mad because of that? I forgive to easily and that HAS to stop. I don't want to loose him but i don't trust him that much anymore, yes, i know he was drunk but does that make me any less mad? No, it doesn't. 

Niall is one of my best friends, well was, i guess he was doing it for payback. 

Does he really think i want to steal Eleanor away from him, when i am happy with Harry?

Well Was... 

I don't love Eleanor in that way and he needs to know that, i would never date her, not after what she has done to Niall and because i am GAY and in love. 

She needs to know that too. 

I know Niall wont be talking to me for ages. 

Well he can do that if he wants, i don't care. 

I don't care anymore, i realy don't. 

First i find out my best friend is using my other best friend to get over me 

Then my three best friends, Tina,Niall and Eleanor aren't talking to me. 

And then my boyfriend goes on cheats on me with my best friend. 

seriously?

I don't want to put others down because of me, they should go and enjoy their holiday. 

I wanted to do that before Harry cheated on me but now that's all i can think about...What would of happened if i didn't catch them? Would Niall really go that far....?

Do i want to be with him? Right now, i don't really know. 

Maybe i shouldn't talk to him. But doesn't that sound mean? But how would you feel if the person you love with all your heart goes behind your back and MAKES OUT WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND, I am sure you wouldn't like that. 

That's it. 

I'll avoid Harry. 

Why? Well until he gets the message. 

I hope he understand how much this hurts me. 

Harry was lying beside me, i was the one who had to take him home last night because AFTER WE KISSED, he threw up, 

Lovely....Not

He was pretty drunk last night, i must say and Harry hadly drinks. 

I checked my phone, 8:15am. What? Why i am up so early?I'm on holiday, i should take this chance to sleep for how long i want too!.

"Louis" 

Me being me i ignored Harry calling me. 

"Louis" He shouts again. 

No response. 

"Louis ANSWER ME!" he shouts even louder, i am not surprise if somebody comes to our door and tells us to keep the nosie down. 

I walked in the bathroom and locked the door. 

I heard him getting up and knocking on the door.

"Louis?Why Aren't you answering me, LOUIS!" 

Could i really keep this up?

It was killing Him and Me. 

But i have to until he gets the message. 

"Godsake. Fine you win" He sighed, giving up. 

I unlocked the bathroom door and walked right past him pretending he wasn't there. 

Obviously he doesn't remember last night...

Or does he?

If he doesn't then i am sure we could try again. 

"Harry, do you not remember what happened last night?" I scream. 

"Nope, how what happened?" He said, looking down at the floor. 

I sighed. 

"You....You....Kissed NIALL" I finally had the courage to say. 

"Me?Kiss Niall?" He replied, pointing to himself. 

"Yes, you kissed him last night. God knows why though" I said, in a softer tone. 

"I didn't. Why would i ever hurt you?" 

"I ask myself the same question. Why? Why did you do that" Tears started to fill my eyes. 

"How do i know?I can't remember, why would i kiss one of my best friends?...Wait-No,no,no,no,no I remember, oh god, why, why did i do that?"

I guess he does remember. 

"Close your eyes and tell me the WHOLE story please". 

He done excatly what i said. 

"Well, he was mad at you for stealing Eleanor away from him and i was so drunk and i said to him 'i know what can make you feel better' and he said 'what?' before i knew it i was kissing him, he said under his breath that 'paybacks a bitch Louis' I think i giggled at that. Which i don't know why. Then we started kissing again and that's when you came" 

He laughed at what Niall said?

REALLY! 

Next time i see Niall, i swear to god he's going to regret saying that. 

"Why would you laugh?"

"I don't know Louis. I was drunk. I am so sorry, i would never do anything to hurt-" 

"Not this long apology thing again". I interupted him. 

"What we going to do then?"

"We can remain friends if you want" I replied

"What do you mean by that?"

"Harry i mean maybe we should....Break up"

"Break up?"

"Well...Yeah....Maybe"

"Cause of one stupid kiss. Louis we didn't sleep together. You are taking this way too serious, i remember when you were holding hands with Caitlin and actually you cheated on me cause i remember you said 'so i have decided to see Caitlin now' even know we were still dating. You kissed Eleanor and also held hands with her. I wanted to break up with you so much during those events but i stayed cause you deserved another chance, you were scared and i know that. Everybody deserve a second chance, you always have ups and downs in relationships but if you cared so much, you would make it work. Try your best to make it work, its better than walking out on the person you might even marry one day. Isn't it?. Same with friends, you fall out but friends always end up making up don't they? Being in a relationship is diffcult, but love is diffcult isn't it? What is love? Love is when you care for somebody so much, you do anything you can to make that person happy, you give everything to that one person and you aren't afriad to show the world how much you love that person. You may never forgive me and if you think you won't then leave me, on you go. But believe you and I, i was going to do that a long time ago, but i stayed because i love you so much that it hurts and nobody could take your place, never. Louis your the one i want to be with all my life, you are the one i want to marry. I don't want anybody else, just you and only you. We are forever, forever and always. It was meant to be babe"

"Wow.." Was the only thing that i could say. 

Boring....I know. 

Do you think Louis will forgive him after that BIG speech?