Two weeks passed from when Shelly died. Things were not getting easier I can tell you that right now.
The bullies at school got worse bullying me about my own sisters death! I mean how fucked up is that!
I even heard one boy say "it should have been you dead instead of your ugly sister"
The shitty day continued, I got home from school. And when I opened the door I found my mum kissing a bottle of vodka. Not unusual I thought to myself. Drunk as usual.
"Oh your home Dex" she said.
"Wish I wasn't" I grumbled.
"Well anyway its time for dinner, everybody sit around the table, who wants to say grace" she asked.
"Oh mother may i" I said sarcastically.
"Oh of course son. I was hoping when you would start being apart of this family" David said.
"Dear god. Thank you for the salty pig meat we are about to eat. Along with all the indigestible swill. And thank you for our new charade of family. My father ran away when I was six.... If I had known any better I would have joined him. And also... Because she's been trying to get back into the house before she lost it. Oh and lord thank you for blinding the arsehole that's doing my mother, so that he can't see what everybody knows. She doesn't really love him" I said.
Everybody stared in shock then I hear Jack say "Amen" and he gave me a smirk.
"One day you will realize Dex. That there are some things you have to sacrifice in the name of the lord. But on a lighter note, I have brought everyone a ticket to go down to the community theater to see Brigadoon" My mother said while fixing up her blonde wavy hair.
"Thank you darling for being so supportive and encouraging, you have made me see a new facet of myself" David said whilst giving me a dirty look.
"Oh I love the movies" Toby said. "Don't Toby. Your a smart boy you know he killed our sister" jack said.
"Stop it! Shelly died in her slumber of natural causes.
Now you know she had a respiratory aliment.
Your sisters in a better place. She suffered every breath that she took" Anne reminded everyone.
My blood began to boil.
"SHE ONLY SUFFERED BECAUSE OF YOU" I screamed.
"You know Dex, unlike your siblings you were graced with so many gifts. How is it that you can't bring yourself to use them? Just a smile or a kind work could open up the gates to heaven"
"No matter how much you want it I will never be your perfect son!" I reassured her as I stormed down the hallway and into my bedroom.
I CANT TAKE IT I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
THESE BULLIES ARE GOING TO GET IT TOMORROW ONCE AND FOR ALL !!!!
I began writing out a list:
Get Davids shotgun. ✔
Take David's cocaine ✔
Set alarm for 5:00am ✔
I waited for them to go to bed then I silently creep into the basement and grabbed everything I needed.
"Not a challenge at all" I giggled to myself.
I could feel myself changing some burning sensation was flowing through my body. A thrilling rush of murder and excitement.
Something had awoken inside of me...
Second chapter Done! Woo. 🔪
