MY SADNESS, DOESN'T MATTER

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"....just disgusting and uncomfortable, Gosh!..."

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"So let's start our project then students" Our teacher said as he sat down and on his laptop, he started reading out the list loud.

"So, the first one to start today is Anna Mathews and Landon. Let's see what they have to show us. You ready guys? "

"Yes we are sir" They said standing up and coming in front of the class to illustrate their projects.

"So, we all know what stem cells is..." They started explaining and I just sat their being hella worried.

Austin was nowhere to be seen and I didn't know how would I do my project without him. such an ass he is.

"Siya Saunders and Michael Johnson"

Our teacher called out their names and instead of them them being nervous I was tensed.

God! Our turn was about to come in like after 2 more pairs. I really don't know what to do now.

I was worried as well as annoyed at Austin now.

What if he was still sleeping? What if he forgot about project? What if he had some problem in his house? What if his alarm didn't ring up? What if his car didn't start in the morning? What if-

"Fiana Johns and Austin Saunders, its your turn now" Our biology teacher called out our names and I knew that, that was my ending.

My ending came a bit too early I guess.. Thanks God -.-

"Uhhmmm... Sorry sir but I guess I won't be able to do the project today cuz my partner isn't here" I said standing up from my seat and with a slight nervousness on my face.

You're so dead now, Austin Saunders.

"What? I'm sorry but I didn't get you. You knew that there's gonna be the presentation today, right?" He said being a bit too high.

"Yes sir I knew it. Infact my partner is aware of the same too but I don't know if-"

" Good morning Sir! We-We are definitely gonna do the project today, don't worry. But if you could please give us some 5 minutes to settle down.. That'll be so nice of you." I heard Austin dashing through the door exhausted.

Damn! This boy still looked gorgeous with all that messy hair, red cheeks and an amazing outfit. He was literally a sexy beast in black and red right now, I swear.

"Sure, I permit you" Our teacher said and guess what? With a smile and not AT ALL being mad at us. I mean on him.

Miracle happens sometimes ;)

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"Yay Aus! We did it!!" I screamed as I hugged him so low that all those eyes in the cafeteria were on food before, were now on us. Genious me. -.-

"Shhh.. calm down princess, I knew it from the beginning. It was me who was your partner after all." He said breaking from the hug and of course with one of those boyish smirks that never left his sexy face.

"I guess someone's still in some wrong notion about getting appreciated for the work he didn't do. And the most amazing thing is, he touched the sky by getting awarded for the first time for this tiny little project. " I said folding my arms shooting a sarcastic smile at him.

"Yes, someone surely did, wanna touch the sky with that person much, princess" He said as he folded his arms imitating me and with ofcourse along with that stupid smirk.

How dumb.

"Princess isn't interested, thanks for the offer though" I said rolling my eyes and making my way towards the table carrying food with me.

"Haha, you're adorable when you are annoyed my little warrior." He said as he came walking by my side carrying his own tray in his hands.

On hearing this, a huge flood of blush ran through my cheeks. God damn it.

"Whatever" I said nervously looking down trying hard to hide my heated up cheeks.

"Accept it or not, you are going the right way. Don't deny it, its okay"

A huge wave of shiver ran through my body as I felt his cold breath right beneath my ears. He then left joining his friends at the other table.

Wait what? What did he mean by I was going the right way? What if.... Ugghh! He's so confusing.

But really, This isn't what I had imagined before about him.
He was a guy after all and was surely hard to understand.

But somewhere inside of me, I still felt that he wasn't like others, he was one among others.

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"No mom and dad, I won't. I just can't do it anymore. Can't you both understand?"

I stated breaking down a little. Again one of those arguments that I hated the most.

"But sweetie, they are your own. They have every right to see you"

I heard my mom. Her voice was soft and humble as usual.

"No mom, they were my own. Not anymore. I swear, if anyone ever mentions their name again in front of me, then I'm done."

"But Fia-"

I heard my mom calling my name as I ran upstairs and shut the door behind me.

I soon dashed onto my bed trying to forget all the sorrows and worries that now concealed me. But your mind always decides to play back all the memories, unspoken words into your head instead of vanishing them all.

My bed and my pillow were the only companion left who knew me well and saw me in my worse.

With no regrets and always with a wide open arm, they always welcomed me, concealed me and made me feel better when everyone else failed to even notice the stream of all the negativity that surrounded me frequently and almost daily.

I seriously don't believe and trust no one right now. My life's a complete battlefield right now and I am the ONLY warrior who can win this battle as I was the only one present.

But at present, I don't know how to get back again.

I think I will lose this battle once again.

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