A Glassed Heart (#Wattys2016) (#Justwriteit)

ANGELS DO EXIST

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".......It was my throne and I was destined to be there, all by myself....."

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* Austin's POV *

I woke up and found myself on a hard but comfy surface, in a place I was totally unaware of. The walls were green with a painting of a scenery on it. I experienced a slight ache in my head but somehow managed to get myself seated up. Struggling a little, I sat upstraight and ran a hand on my forehead. To my surprise, I felt my hand coming in contact with a rough piece of cloth. Yes, it was the feel of the bandage wrapped around my head. I knew what was it and why it would have taken its throne there.

To cope up with the mixed feeling inside of me and also to get rid of the silence that occupied the room,I started to admire the painting hung on the wall when it caught an eye. It had a house with yellow bricks and a bricked brown roof. It was standing in a peaceful place full of greenery and fresh environment around. The river flowed between the two mountains at a distant place, reaching the edge of the photo frame where its journey ended. The flows and waves occurring in the river were unique in its own peculiar way. The birds flapped their wings and headed towards the direction of a huge ball of light which was a mixture of red, yellow and orange. They seemed to look careless and free. The environment depicted in this piece of art was as calm and as peaceful as a soul with no mask or worries on. It was indeed, mesmerizing.

As I was lost in my own thoughts, I heard the door flew open and a similar figure standing in front of me. I immediately recognized her, but was confused about her being here, with me? In this place, where I am frequently taken to? A lot of questions started arising to whom I was helpless to answer for.

" How are you feeling now?" She asked, with worries spread across her beautiful face. The face that once smiled and the eyes that once danced with joy had tears in them. Now I know why I am no one's favorite. I always end up hurting them even when they don't deserve. I really hate myself.

" I am fine. Just..my head's hurting a lil bit." I said.

"Oh, wait. Here, take your medicine. You'll feel better." She said handing me over a glass of water and the medicine.

"Thank you" I mumbled and laid down on the bed again. She smiled.

After a long pause, she spoke," Can I ask you something if you don't mind?"

"Sure, anything." I gave her the way.

" I just wanted to ask...why?" She raised up.

"I didn't quite get you." I lied, knowing what exactly she wanted to ask and to know.

" Oh come on. Don't be shy. Just let it out. You'll feel better. And don't worry, I won't judge you. I know you are a good human." She smiled.

A good human? Me? How can be the one who has beasts running inside of him could be called sober and normal? I hate myself. No matter how hard I try, I am up to no good. I mess everything up.

"Shh..Don't blame yourself, it's all fine" Fiana comforted.

Did I just said it out loud? Well... shit.

" No, I know nothing's ever fine. I always mess everything up. Stay away from me. I am not good for you" I exclaimed.

" It's not what you think it is, Aus. We all are imperfect in our own ways. Our scars, our flaws, our mistakes don't define us. In fact, they are the ones that make us unique. They give us power and hope and helps us realize that we're all here for a purpose, for a cause. They show us and make us believe that even though we have been let down by life a million times, we still aren't afraid to give up. We are a warrior and this is our battlefield. We are a champion and we WILL win. And No. I am not staying away from you. You just got to believe in yourself more, Aus. Everything will be fine, trust me." She said. Her words as sweet as honey and as comforting as a warm blanket on the cold nights. She indeed was an angel.