No apologies (Hakeem Lyon)

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Alexis pov
I was walking back and forth just waiting for them to tell me about Hakeem.I look a mess I have blood all over me but I don't care.I just want to know if he is ok.cookie, and luscious have been crying since.Jamal and Andre are trying to stay strong.I went up to the front desk "Do you have any information on Hakeem Lyon"."Are you family ma'am".I looked around like she didn't know what she was doing.we were in a little spot for celebs and she is asking me if I'm family.I calmed down because I'm trying to keep it together for Hakeem."yes I'm family"."he should be done with surgery"."Thank you".As I walked to cookie the doctor came out."The surgery was successful but he is s little weak so don't overwork him,he can go home tomorrow and if someone would like to stay with him you are very welcome to."Yall can go in i could wait.""thank you baby girl",cookie hugged me then walked to the room with everyone else.I was waiting just sitting down and looking through magazines.Its been two hours already.I know that's there son but I was now falling asleep.I got up and walked towards the room and once I got closer.I heard yelling "you need to leave that girl alone,your putting both of y'alls lives in danger",luscious yelled.I opened the door and everyone turned there heads toward me.I pushed the door closed and walked over to Hakeem.Everyone was just watching me not saying a word.I got closer to him and cookie moved out of the way.He held his arms out for me to hug him.I put my arms around him.I didn't want to squeeze him and hurt him."come up here",he patted the bed."I don't want to hur-"."I'm fine ma now come here".I took my shoes off and got in the bed with him.I laid on his chest and gave him a peck on the lips.By now everyone was gone.Tears started to flow out of my eyes.I don't know how to feel about this.His father doesn't want us together because he feels we are putting each other in danger.Im new to this I don't know what to do.I felt keem rub my back trying to calm me.I calmed down after and he held me close.It was quiet except the tv on the news."I'm sorry Alexis."For what there is nothing to be sorry about."Yes there is I cheated on you and put us in this situation."Maybe we rushed it Hakeem,I'm the reason your in the hospital like this,none of this wouldn't have happened if I knew how to feel and control myself,I'm the problem not you."I felt my face get grabbed a little and he kissed me very slowly and it was so passionate.I wrapped my arms around him.He started sucking on my neck and then I looked at my neck he had left a big red mark."What is that",I pointed at it."Love marks",he pecked my lips repeatedly."I love you Alexis",he laud down."I love you to keem",I laid on his chest and we went to sleep.