Not such great trip - Asking Alexandria; Ben Bruce, Danny Worsnop

Part five.

Ben's p.o.v.;

I would never expect that. I mean... She's almost a stranger to me, but... Danny? He's my best friend and he fucking knows that I like her! But no, he fucking had to push his dick between me and her. And I'm so pissed off at her.

I lit my cigarette as I try to calm down. I sat on a bench and felt so many thoughts hitting my brain.

This can't be really happening. Tell me it's not true. It's too hard for me to accept her choosing Danny. I should keep his side but... I can't. I don't know why. She's what I desired and he propably just took it away. Just the way he tried to be closer and closer to her, cuddling her... Fuck.

I got up and found a liquor store. I bought three bottles of wine and went back to the bench. I literally poured the first bottle into my stomach. I was too tired of thinking about Laney. I opened the second one and drank it. Slowly this time. I threw the empty bottle somewhere. Thoughts rushing through my head were still mostly about them though.

It was already dark. I shivered a little, but I didn't care when I felt the first bottle working.

Then someone sat next to me and I looked to the side.

"Hey mate. Sup?" Danny asked.

"Fuck off Danny." I said.

"What? Why?"

"You know why and go away now or I'll beat your ass the best I can." I raised a bottle to my lips.

"I don't. But I'd like to see you trying to kick my ass off" He said.

"Drop it already."

"I'm serious Ben, what the fuck? And you're drinking on your own? Here?"

I couldn't stand his questions anymore.

"Did you enjoy it?" I asked taking a sip from the third bottle.

"Enjoyed what?"

"Getting her into your hands. Or fucking her, maybe you already did that, too." I growled, pissed off.

"You mean Laney?" His eyes opened widely. "Dude I didn't fucking touch her. I swear. Is that what's it all about?"

"Yeah, I bet you didn't". I laughed.

"Not in THAT way. Really Ben. Is that why you disappeared? Answer me. And stop fucking drinking cause it won't help."

"No! Fuck off. I don't want to think about any of you anymore."

"Then go and talk to her. She's been looking for you for about an hour. I knew where you are but wanted to talk to you on my own. but I see there's nothing to do here. Go and tell her you hate her because I tried to cheer her up because she fucking cried half an hour before."

I frowned and looked at Danny.

"She cried...?"

"Ben she's looking at you like you're her sun. She smiles at you like she just sees the cutest puppy ever. She lost someone and told me propably just because you weren't around. And you're overreacting, when she needs you. She's struggling right now because of you taking things wrong."

"Stop telling me lies." I slurred a little bit.

"I'm not. Ben... She's trying to be taugh and strong but... You're not helping."

"Drop it. Danny."

"Could you listen to me for once, for fuck sake?!" He screamed at me.

"No, maybe you should go and have her because I can see you know each other very well."