Not such great trip - Asking Alexandria; Ben Bruce, Danny Worsnop

Part nine.

A/N: I'm sorry I haven't updated in sucha long time but I had milion tests at shcool and failed the all so had to do something about it.

Last part was a bit of confusing and not keeping together its guts really and I'm sorry. I'll get better I promise. But here we go, another chapter. I hope you like and vote it :)

Laney's p.o.v.;

I open my eyes as I hear guitar playing in the front of our bus. Soothing. I close my eyes again and then realise I'm next to Ben, my love. My heart started to beat fast so there was no option for me to fall back asleep. I reach out for my phone and text Danny. I put it back and look at Ben. He's gonna have a really bad mood when he wakes up. I get up quietly and go up to the front.

"Hey" I say

"Hey Lan, sup?"

"Just need some coffee. Is that The Who?" I asked.

"Yup. Is Ben alright with you now?"

"I don't know... I don't think so.  He was really drunk and pretty much broken last night. I don't think he  will ever forgive me..."

"Forgive you what?"

"Nothing, really. Just being separated."

"I know it's "nothing"" he said sarcasticly. "But I know you're also worried because of... you know."

I blush as I feel ashamed.

"I can't help it... I can't handle it on my own. I need him."

"Maybe he'll be back only when you get out of that addiction."

I give him a pale smile and stay still, thinking about Ben sleeping back in there.  I hope he's not gonna scream at me and run out of our bus... That's why I texted  Danny. I hope he's gonna come and take him. Or someone else, I don't care. I don't want to confront him, because I'll cry.

"I need a hit." I whisper.

"You don't."

"I do. But I don't want to."

"I hid it."

"Thank you."

"That's no problem. I hope you don't kick my ass later when you need it more. Do you have your pills?"

"Yeah. Ben gave me last night."

"That's good. It'll be alright someday, Laney."

I smile once again and go back. I sit down on the couch and put our coffees on the little table thing. I hear bus doors shut, we're all alone. I see Ben waking up. I hang my eyes on the window and wait.

"Laney..."

"I brought you some coffee" I fake a smile and point the cup.

"How are you?"

"I'm fine. I had it few times before.  Just a little hazy. How about you?"

"Hungover." He groaned and touched his face.

"Aspirin" I point that too.

"Thank you." He said as he took it.

It felt so weird. I really wanted to jump on him, hug tightly and never let go. But couldn't. I knew that he wants to go back to his bus already. He sobered up.

He said he loves me. It's true. I bet it's true. But it's not that easy. Now he has to forgive me.

I wouldn't forgive myself.