Not such great trip - Asking Alexandria; Ben Bruce, Danny Worsnop

Part six.

A/N: So here it is, ladies and gentleman.  I finished this chapter and I hope you like it. I also hope it's not a fucking mess too much! Rate, leave me comments about what do you think! <3

Ben's p.o.v.;

I wake up. But I don't think I can force myself to open my eyes. I've got a hell of hangover, I already feel it. Again. I slide my fingers up and down my body, checking bruises which are almost gone. It's been 3 weeks since that night. I feel alright.

Just 'alright'. Maybe it's just that I'm alive.

We haven't talked in weeks. I felt a knot tightening on my insides as I think about her... I'm a fucking prick, I know. I knew it when she looked at me. The day after they jumped me. She looked at me, but I wouldn't. I thought that I should talk to her. It was the last time she looked at me.

So I looked at her all the time for last 2 weeks but she never looked back again. Like I don't exist. It feels terrible.

I look at her partying every night. Every single night. I mean... we all do the same after shows but... She's getting really smashed. I saw her making out with other guys. I'm not gonna lie, that shit made me mad. But she was drunk, okay.

Danny talking to her all the time isn't helping. They laugh, they seem to understand each other really well. Everytime she has a sad face he runs up to her and makes her laugh.

I didn't want to anymore... See her in tears. And I'm the one who brings them. When I saw her crying, holding my bloody hands I couldn't stand it. It crushed my heart. She'll get over me eventually... And won't be hurt again.

Danny asked me after few days about what happened. 'I thought you two had a talk', he said. 'Yeah, you know' was all I could answer. He never asked again which is up to me.

I got out of my bunk, pulled a t-shirt over my head and went out of our bus on a parking lot. I lit my cigarette, my hands are shaking a little bit.

It's an afternoon, everyone's sleeping over their hangover. So it's silent.

After some time we have a soundcheck. Then me and the guys go and eat something, then we get ready for the show.

We're all ready, waiting for our turn. Laney singing and moving on stage, hypnotizing everyone around. Crowd is crazy. They finish and walk off, Laney never looked at me, of course.

Without any motivation and energy, I finish our show and go back to the backstage. Then we're meeting fans. We all stand there and talk to them, taking pictures .

"Can I have a picture with you Ben?" Someone asks.

"Sure" I smile and turn around and see a girl ready for taking pictures of me, her and Laney standing by the girl's side. She looks down, I walk up to them and putting my arm around a little fan. I can feel Laney's skin while she's doing the same thing.

"Done. Thank you!" She shouted and ran away.

Before we could move anywhere, another girl stopped, facing us. She was around Laney's age, blonde and very pretty.

"Hey, you know... I've got my parents out and I thought if you would like to come over to my party...?" She asked, smiling evily.

"Yeah, sure!" Laney said.

Her voice right next to me, not just on stage... So close. I missed it.

No. I don't. For fuck sake, no.

"Did someone say 'party'?!" Danny shouted, appearing between our two.

"Yes, Mr. Worsnop." Laney laughed, looking straightly into his eyes.