Love Me Again. H.S

Chapter-8

We had our noodles. I went to my room, telling him that I want to sleep. But I didn't p. I wanted to think about him. Thinks about me. Think about what I feel for him. I was confused. Maybe I knew what I wanted but I was not ready to admit it. I was scared of getting hurt.

Scared of leaving him.

Again.

I'd rather be friend with him forever than to leave him and never be able to see him again.

I was in bed, cuddling with my Teddybear. He was the only one I could talk to right now.

"Ted, what do you think? I like Harry?" I said.

No reply. Of course he can't speak.

"Do you think Harry likes that Blondie? Do you think Harry has no interest in me? Do you think that...." Tears started gathering in my eyes and soon a tear slipped down my cheek.

"-that....Harry....would n-never...be m-mine?" I tried to hold these tears back but I also wanted to cry. I cried.

For him.

>>>>

Waking up with my Teddy wrapped in my arms. My pillow was still wet from the tears I had cried. I got up and quickly took a shower. Wearing a dark blue jumper, blue jeans and my slippers, I went downstairs.

I walked to the living room and saw Mum and Aunt Lucy sepitting on the sofas, taking tea or coffee. Then I saw the Him. White shirt and black jeans. He looked so good without even trying.

"Morning everyone!" I greeted and they all looked at me even Harry.

"Morning honey!" Aunt Lucy says with a smile.

I sit on the sofa next to Mum. "Where were you ladies?" I asked looking at both of them.

Mum chuckled. "Just coffee, shopping. That's all." She was very happy with Aunt Lucy and seeing her happy made me happy.

"Shopping and coffee huh? I think I should call you girls not ladies." I laughed.

My eyes landed on Jarry who was already looking at me, with his cup on his lips. His gaze made me nervous.

"Any plans for today honey?" Mum asked putting her cup on the coffee table.

"Not yet"

As I said my phone rang in my hand. I saw Emma's name.

"Excuse me everyone." I excused and walked out of the living room.

"Heyyy Meg!" She said, excited as always.

"Hiii Em!" I imitated, shoving my other hand in the pocket of my jeans.

"Guess what?!"

I was thinking about it now but I couldn't guess what that can be. "What?" I asked, curiously.

"I ran into Brandon yesterday and he asked for me and you to go on a coffee with his friends." She said, trying not to scream.

"Woah Em! That's great! When?" I was genuinely excited about it. I can stay away from Harry for a while.

"Today at 5." She replied.

"Okay, I'll be waiting."

Then she said goodbye and I ended the call. As I turned around I saw Harry standing there, arms crossed over his chest. I smiled which he returned.

Woah! That was unbelievable.

"Seem happy." He said. Oh I love his voice.

"Yes." I replied happily. I really was excited and happy.