Love Me Again. H.S

Chapter-16

I was crying in my room. I was just tired of all this. Harry was just hurting me everyday and a person who hurts you cannot love you. That means Harry doesn't love me. This thought alone killed me. I needed him to hold me in his arms and tell me that everything will be okay and that he is here for me but that's the main problem, he's not here. I wanted to hate him but I couldn't. He was the boy I've waited for, the boy I've loved for years. I could not forget even if I tried.

The next morning after taking a shower I went downstairs to the living room when I saw Mum and Aunt Lucy. "Morning!" I said as I walked to them. "What's happening?" I asked looking at the suitcase Aunt Lucy was zipping up.

"We're leaving today honey." Aunt Lucy replies looking at me and I felt like everything ended. I know Harry was just leaving my house but it was like he was leaving me. He was going out of my life.

"What? Why? I mean is everything done?" Harry was leaving me alone.

"Yes honey everything is done." She smiles and calls Harry. I turned around to see the love of my life standing there in red flannel, black jeans and suede boots.

"All done Harry?" She asks slipping her hand bag over her shoulder. "Yes." He says looking at me. I was looking at him wondering what would I do now? He is leaving me. I won't be able to see him everyday, to see his beautiful face, to feel his intense gaze, to fight with him.

Is that what you give mr for waiting all those years?

If he wasn't meant for me then why did you brought him back in my life? I protested to God.

"Bye Margaret. Thanks for everything honey. And promise you'll come to meet me. Yes?" Aunt Lucy's voices brings me out of my world. She pulled me in for a hug while my eyes were glued to my love.

"Yes I promise." I forced a smile. She was now hugging Mum while Me and Harry were just staring at each other.

"Now you are free to do whatever you want!" He said harshly breaking my heart into pieces. I wanted to tell him that I don't him to leave, he is the only one I want but I couldn't. He broke the eye contact and walked out of the living room.

"Mum I'm going to meet Emma." I say just as they left. Right now I needed a shoulder to cry on and Emma would be the only one. She muttered an 'okay'. I grabbed my bag from my room amd rushed to her house.

Soon I found myself standing outside her house. I rang the doorbell and after a minute she opened it. I hugged her as she soon as she opened the door, eyes getting wet.

"What happened Meg?" She asks hugging me back. She tried to pull me away but I didn't let her. Tears were rolling down my cheeks soaking in her shirt. "Please tell me Meg." I finally pulled away and looked at her with wet eyes.

"Harry...he left me." I mumbled. "Oh. Don't worry Meg. He didn't left you forever." She filled a glass of water for me. "And I think you should tell him. Once you tell him you'll feel relieved. Trust me. Tell him that you love him he won't say No but if he did I know it will hurt but that's the right thing to do." She handed me the glass and I gulped it.

"I should?"

"Yes you should. Believe me." She wipes my tears. "I believe you Em." I smile weakly.

"Good! Let's watch teen wolf!" She claps her hands in excitement and I chuckle. We both loved teen wolf but the past few days had been so frustrating for me that I couldn't watch it.

After watching Teen wolf she played 22 jump street. It was 5:36 pm and my phone was dead. I needed to charge it. "Okay Em I should go now." I say standing up from the couch. "Okay and tell him what I said as soon as possible." I nodded and walked to the door. I hugged her and left.

I was walking to my house thinking about how I will tell Harry and what if he didn't say it back?

"No, be positive." I said to myself.

I was now in front of my house. I unlocked the door and went straight to the kitchen to eat something. I was about to open the refrigerator when I saw a note on its door. I removed the note and I felt like a car hit me with full speed when I read it.

"Honey, Harry had an accident. I'm going to the hospital. I called you but your phone was switched off. Come straight to the hospital when you get back."

My back pressed with the counter and the note fell feom my hand. I felt numb. I couldn't think of anything except Harry. It was like I lost my sense for a bit. I ran to the door, crying. My hands were shaking while locking the door. I was thinking about what ifs. What if Harry left me?

No he can't! I love him. He has to stay for me.

Soon the taxi stopped and after paying him I rushed to the doors.

"Excuse me? I-I want to...see a patient named H-Harry Styles." I said to the receptionist.

"Yes, he's in the ICU." She replied and I ran to the elevator. My heart was pounding in my ribs. It felt like there was no oxygen to take in. When I reached the floor, I looked around and found two familiar faces. I ran to them. "How is he?" I ask gaining my breath.

"Doctors didn't say anything yet." Mum replied sadly. I looked at Aunt Lucy who was crying. I hugged her. We bith were in the same state. We both loved Harry.

I was now sitting with Mum, my head resting on her shoulder as I cried silent tears. "Mum? Harry can't leave me." I almost whispered.

"He won't honey." She said caressing my back.

"I love him Mum." I didn't hesitate to admit it in front of my Mum. She didn't say anything. I pulled away as I heard a manly voice.

"Miss?" He says looking at Aunt Lucy. She looked at him with hope in her wet eyes. He was doctor wearing a coat and stethoscope around his neck, his hair were blonde amd he was almost of Harry's height.

The patient has lost a lof of blood but he is out of danger. Hopefully he'll wake up in few hours." Relief ran through me after hearing his words. He didn't leave me. He was alive. My Harry was alive.

"Can we meet him?" Aunt Lucy asked wiping her cheeks. "Yes." He smiled and walked away. Aunt Lucy and Mum went to meet him first because I wanted to see him alone. I waited for them to come back.

When they returned I pounced to the door. As I opened the door i saw him lying on the bed with several machines standing on the either side of his bed. I walked closer to his bed. His beautiful face was covered in few cuts and scratches. It hurt me. I sat on the chair next to the bed and held his big hand in mine.

"Harry...." My eyes started to well up just at his sight. "You are very special to me. I don't say it but whenever you are with me I fell safe. I love when you look at me. I love when you smile at me. I love when you fight with me. I love when you care for me. I love when you say my name. I may pretend to hate but the truth is tha pt I never can." I stopped to catch a breath, my tears were falling on our hands. "You were the first boy I wanted to be with. You were the first boy I wanted to dance with. You were the first boy I wanted to look at me. You were the first boy I wanted to touch me. You were my first love and you still are. I love you more than you can imagine, more than anything in this world. I love you. Come back. I miss you."  I stoop up from the chair and bent to kiss his cheek. I looked at him for the last time.

His eyes were still close.

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I feel so bad for what happened in Orlando. My prayers are with them.

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