''You ready?'' asks Al
''I guess'' I say
I put the key in and open the door to see Cyn standing right there ... oh god
''We're gonna finish talking'' she says as she walks over to me and grabs my arm
Then she turns to Al and points at him ''You stay right there'' and then she pulls me upstairs to the bedroom and slams the door behind us .
She leans her back against the door with her arms folded just looking at me
''Cyn I swear I didn't sleep with her . When we were out late all we did was get something to eat and sat in the car and talked .. that's all we did.''
''How can I believe anything you say when all you do is lie to me Erica?'' she asks
''I'm not lying about that Cyn I swear .. nothing happened that night.''
''Then why did you lie to me ?''
''Because I didn't want you to jump to conclusions Cyn ..But I know now that I should've just told you and I'm sorry that I didn't .''
''So what's your history with this girl?''
I sighed ''We use to date a long time ago''
''So you were out late with an ex girlfriend?'' she shakes her head
''Cyn we were just catching up .. it was nothing more''
''Well then maybe I should call my ex and just catch up .. just see how he's doing now'' she pulls out her phone
''Cyn.. don't play games''
''So you can do it but I can't right?''
''I said I was sorry . What more do you want from me?''
''What do I want from you?Hmm let me think ... How about respect ..Yeah we can start there. Your actions show that you have no respect for me or this relationship.''
''Cyn I'm sorry and I promise I will do better and be better for you. I don't want to lose you .''
''Is there anything else that I need to know?''
Oh god .. I have to tell her everything in order to fix this
''Earlier Al was talking to me about needing an assistant and he said that Nikki knew someone that would could get to help so we went to her house to meet the girl--''
''So it just had to be at her house huh?'' she shakes her head ''Continue''
''We met the girl there and then Nikki wanted to talk to me in private so we went into a room and she started saying things and while I was in the moment I kissed her.''
''You kissed her?''
I nod my head
''So the things she was saying had you in the moment and you kissed her?''
I nod again
''So just like when Rich was saying all the right things and had you in the moment you just had to kiss him right?''
''What does that have to do with this?''
''You can never take blame . It's always because somebody said or did something to you so you had to do it. You kissed her because that's what you wanted to do Erica''
''I did it and I wish I didn't Cyn , I don't want her . I love you and I don't want to keep hurting you but I know I keep doing it and I'm sorry.''
