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Chapter One

"Kim!" I hear my stepmom, Lillian, shout. I roll my eyes. "I'm coming!" I retort. Today I move into a group home. My stepmom is officially fed up with me and this is her way of getting me off her hands. I throw my stuff in the back seat and hop in the front of her piece of shit Toyota.
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When we get there, she pulls up to the curb and I get out. I grab my stuff and she speeds off. "Well bye to you too!" I shout to the sight of her car. I pick up my bags and walk in the front door of a building that looks like a formal office. I notice a name tag on the front pocket of her blouse. The name tag reads "Hello! My name is Marie." The lady who I now know is named Marie, is wearing way too much makeup.
"Hello! How may I be of assistance?"
"My name is Kimberly Carson and I'm checking in for the next alliance group home.."
She looks down at her clipboard and then says "oh yes. You're right here. Let me call someone to come escort you to the back."
I take a seat and she dials an extension.
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I'm reading a teen vogue magazine when a door opens and an older woman calls my name. I walk through the door following behind her. She gives me a tour of the kitchen, game room, computer room, lounge area, boys hallway, and girls hallway. We stop in front of a pink door with a poster of Justin Bieber.
"And this" she continues "is your room."
I walk in and put my bags on top of the empty bed by the window.
"I'll leave you to get settled in. You may explore anywhere right now as it is free time but you're never allowed to go into the boys' hallway." She smiles and shuts the door.
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I finally finish unpacking and making my bed when a girl my age opens the door. She has black hair and all-black makeup on. She looks at me and I sit on my bed pretending not to notice her staring at me. Finally, she speaks up.
"Hi, I'm Daisy." She says matter of factly.
"I'm Kim," I say and I lay on my back and continue my magazine. I hear her shuffling through a drawer before she whispers "found it!" to herself and walks out.
Well, my roommate's interesting I think to myself. I decide to explore the different areas like the staff, Marie, suggested. I slip on my flats and walk down the hall.
As I pass the game room I stop. The most gorgeous guy I've ever seen is sitting in there on the red suede couch and playing video games. I shake my head to stop staring and walk-in.
I take a seat at the other end of the couch and watch him eat shit in Call of Duty. I can't help but laugh.
He turns to face me as if he just noticed I was there. Wow, he has the most beautiful eyes, I think to myself. He has shaggy black hair down past his ears and his chocolate brown eyes are intense.
"I'm Kim," I say and I give him a polite smile.
"Evan," he says and gives me a nod.
Hmm, Evan. That's a nice name.
He turns back to his game.
"You new here?" He asks.
"Yeah. Just got here this morning."
"Cool." He mumbles.
After a few minutes, he lowers the volume on the tv and looks at me.
Butterflies instantly fly around in my stomach.
"So why you here?" He asks.
I process his question and I can't answer. I can't tell him that my stepmom is a bitch and decided to drop me here to get rid of me. He would think I was so lame. I don't know what came over me when I said "prostitution. You?" Evan stares at me with wide eyes and then answers. But I wasn't listening. Did I just tell him I was a prostitute?! Wtf! I'm a virgin and the closest I've come to having sex was in all the books I've been reading.
I notice he's no longer talking but instead looking at me expectantly.
"I'm sorry. What did you say?" I ask and I feel myself blush a little.
"I asked if you'd be down to give me a blowjob." He says.
Oh. My. Goodness.
What have I gotten myself into?
"uh is that even allowed here?"
Oh wow, that was smooth.
"Who cares. Nobody will know." He whispers and rolls his eyes.
He gets up, grabs my hand, and pulls me over to the edge of the room behind the door.
I think back to all the books I've read and get down on my knees. I can't believe I'm going to do this. I gulp.
He unzips his jeans and pulls them along with his boxers down enough for his erection to pop straight out. I tighten my hand around his shaft and move it up and down. I think I'm doing it right...
He's getting impatient. I can tell. He puts his hand on the back of my head and pulls me towards him. Here goes...
I take him in my mouth and at first, I wince at the taste. I want to impress him so badly.
I twirl my tongue around the tip over and over again and lick lightly where his pre cum has started to build up. I manage to swallow and then push him in further. I move my head in and out and use my right hand to stroke what little wasn't in my mouth. I hear him moan quietly and I peek up at him to see his head leaned back against the wall, his mouth open. I move faster and I can feel his cock start to throb. He pushes my head so that his cock is deeper and before I can gag he cums down my throat. I swallow the salty taste so that I don't have to spit it out.

He lets go of my head and pulls me up so that I'm standing in front of him. He shoves his lips onto mine and kisses me passionately. After a few seconds, he licks my lips and starts to walk back towards the couch.
I stand there facing the wall like an idiot. Did he.. Did I... Did that just happen?
I walk over to the couch and sit down.
He resumes call of duty and without looking at me, says "wow. You were good. I think we'll get along just fine."

The next morning I woke up thinking I was still in my room back at my home. That didn't last long though because soon my roommates alarm clock started ringing. It was way too loud. I jumped out of bed and headed to the showers. Man, the hot water felt amazing. I honestly could have stayed in here all day but less then 5 minutes and I'm being yelled at that it's time to eat breakfast and get to school. Darn it.

I put on my favorite pair of straight legged jeans and my plain pink tank top, slipped on my flats and was ready to go. I never ate breakfast. So I walked down to the bus area. I saw Evan and a few guys I didn't know standing around there as well. As I walked up to them I saw Evan eye me up and down and then look back to his friends. He didn't even say a word to me! How rude!
"Uh, hi Evan.." I said as politely as I could. He stared at me before saying "hey.. uh.. what did you say your name was again?" Wow! He didn't even bother to remember my name!? I was dumb enough to think he liked me? I rolled my eyes and saw that the bus was pulling up.
"It's Kim." and with that, I figured that was the end to the beginning of our weird relationship.

I had no idea I could be SO wrong..