Guilty

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About guilt,
Dictionary says -
Culpable of ;
My heart responds,
Yes I'm truly unworthy of.

I'm guilty,
Of putting others first ;
Of letting others win;
Feels as if I'm cursed,
Used and thrown in recycle bin.
Thyself I pity,
Yes, yes im guilty.

Im guilty,
Of being selfless ;
Of never complaining;
Stooped low nonetheless,
Mentally I'm draining.
Thyself I pity,
Yes, yes I'm guilty.

I'm guilty,
Of Bearing all pains;
Of not expressing myself ;
My heart tied to chains,
Being a slave and lending itself.
Thyself I pity,
Yes,yes I'm guilty.

I'm guilty,
Of believing mockers ;
Of lacking trust in self;
Crumbled and broken by hawkers,
Left with no pride-oneself.
Thyself I pity,
Yes, yes I'm guilty.

Many chances given,
Sins of mine-
Yet not forgiven.
Tired of the mess,
Why me -
Why this distress.

Guilt is a feeling,
I don't know if i deserve it or no;
Remorsed and burdened,
A weight crushed upon me,
Freedom from it -
My last plea.

-Twinkle Rangnani ✨

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