The Story of "I"

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People ask me often
Hey girly,
Are u fine?
To that i reply
"Yes of course " in feign.

I pretend and act,
Keeping my heart safe
Smile and shine,
Even if chafe.
No feelings expressed,
For no one's close
When im depressed.
No more tears please,
Is all they used to say
So here i am mister,
With my lil play.

Tears unshed,
Turned in rage
Roaring my heart out,
But it sways in vain.
Switching to another option,
I try it once again
Facing new rocks,
Trying to remain sane
Shunning all pain
Just forget about it,
I tell to my brain

I still drown in storm
The waves hitting me hard
Not anymore I confirm,
To a new way i resort
Red purle blue
Fascinating scars
Honest and true,
Colors it has
Cut more deep
I say to myself
Just to heal
My same old blahs

Help me someone,
My heart whispers
But there's no one
Except these blisters
Wanting to talk,
Yet be quiet
Can't risk and trust,
Better to say im alright

I'm a mystery
Still unsolved
In my own little world
Im dissolved,
Complicated I am
Like a puzzle.
To others I am
Just another trouble
One day I'll be gone
And you'll be merry
No one to recall
My life was just..blurry.

-Twinkle Rangnani ✨

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