I had spent hours of research looking up what happened. I was so confused but I still finished the week and I was happy that it was over. Over the weekend I went over to my cousins house and they called me emo and kept telling me to kill myself. I started crying and I had another panic attack. That night was miserable. Even after I had a panic attack they still said mean things. I cried the whole night but then I realized it wasn't going away.