This anxiety hasn't gone away it constantly kept coming and it never stopped. I thought vacation was a great idea. I thought I could run away from my problems but no it got worse. I was constantly having those same feelings. Every night I would wake up out of no where and the same thing would happen. SLEEP WAS SUPPOSE TO BE PEACEFUL BUT IT WASN'T FOR ME. I STOPPED EATING CAUSE I FELT SO SICK LIKE I WAS GOING TO THROW UP. I LOST WEIGHT AND IT WAS STILL GETTING WORSE! I FELT LIKE I WAS DYING! CONSTANTLY CRYING AND DYING! I felt like there was no way out. I felt like I was screaming "Someone please save me." I brought my whole family down. They constantly worried about me and everything was falling apart. I needed help more than ever. Nothing was working not even therapy so after researching I found a psychiatrist and set up the appointment.
