Pov: Cry
We arrived at My apartment and I knew he was sleeping. The car was so quiet you could hear his breathing. It was making me pretty damm Tired actually. I pulled in and parked .Looking at pewdie, I unbuckled our seat belts and I got out taking his bags inside.I nearly fell down stairs doing it. But anything for pewdie. I yawned and came back to pewdiepie and woke him slightly.
He moaned to My surprise and opened his eyes. "Marzia? " He questioned in a soft voice. I felt so damn bad and frowned with a sigh.
"No pewds. Were here, let's get inside before it rains." He groaned and sat up and got up slowly with a sigh. I had helped him upstairs until finally we got to the couch. Surprisingly he wasn't too heavy to pull along. He suddenly was out when I came back from closing the door. Damn he is Tired. I'll let him sleep in tomorrow. He shivered as I walked onto My hall to the hall closet grabbed a zebra blanket. I first pulled his shoes off then pulled him completely on the couch so he wasn't in an awkward position. And then the blanket tucking him in like parents would to a child .. I smiled. He had dark bags under his eyes. Hopefully he'll sleep all night. I hope so. I quickly fluffled the pillows and lyed it beneith his head carefully raising his head up and resting it on the pillow as he sighed softly then quietly backed away , observing anything else that was needed for fixing. I gave in thinking that he'd be fine now.
"Good night Pewds. " I whispered getting up and walking slowly to my bedroom door. I did a double take to make sure he was okay and everything. Making my way to my bed I clusmly slopped down on it and fell back into the comfort of it. I felt at once relaxed, and I felt like relief washed over me. Pulling my clothes off , I left my boxers on and coccooned myself in my blankets. Fluffy and soft. My favorite kind.. Will he be okay tonight? I wonder what Marzia will think.. or do. Or anything rather than ruin Felix more. I felt my stomach twist , thinking about how he must be feeling. Curling up into a ball I felt myself slowly grow more drowsy. My eyes were first to give in.. then my body.
A crack of thunder woke me making My heart pound hard. I gasped and I sat up..Thinking to myself, What was going on. I yawned and rubbed My eyes. Wait..my mask. Was it in the living room? I hope he isn't awake. I crept My way into the living room looking around for My mask when I saw Felix up watching some tv. I quickly covered My face as he looked up at me noticing me.
"Cry..?" He sounded awful.
"Hey bro.. I um.. " He smirked with a Tired flat voice and handed me My mask. I fidgeted around , peeking through my fingers. I had a problem of it so I just grabbed it.
"T-thanks -" I quickly grabbed it turning around and putting My mask on. Tying the strings into place and adjusting it. Perfect.
"No problem. The thunder is so loud ..I..I couldn't sleep."He mentioned as he looked back at the TV as it read "No signal or not connected "on the screen.
"Shit...not again."
"What time is it?" I asked quietly as he looked at his watch he had on his wrist . He squinted and rubbed his eyes looking closer. He looked so bad, not in a judgemental way. Just he looked so..not himself.
"Only four in the morning." I looked at him surprised even though he couldn't see My face. I sat next to him and he looked at me sadly.
"When did you wake up?" I asked and stuttered a bit.
"Around 3:30." I frowned and I knew he knew I was.
"Felix, try to get some sleep..come on. You have bags under your eyes." He smiled and blushed as I saw. Hm?
"Why are you so worried cry? I'm fine."
I suddenly did something I didn't Even think about. I wrapped My arms around him and hugged him tightly. "C-cry?"He was tense as I felt stupid. Good one. We sat there like that for about 5 minutes. He hardly inched. Finally he gave in to the hug ,wrapping his arms around me as well.
"cry? "
"you deserve it..l..look you just seem like you need some comfort..I'm just.." I look at him and he looked at me, confusion crossing his face.
"Thanks cry,I'll be Alright though.. I-- " Thunder roared and crackled through the skies as it made the apartments shake.Shaking under our feet with great vibrations, Making Felix tremble with fear and he let out a small "yip " noise.
I couldn't help but laugh at that.
"Big Felix here ,trembling from thunder. Pricless! You should see your face!!" He bit just lip and kept his face down,you could tell he was uncomfortable with the thunder being so damn eruptive.
"I'm not a fan of thunder it just- "Yet again an other rumbled comes from the sky making Felix's face drain to pale ghostly white. He looked as an innocent child afraid of the dark.I laugh once again making him speechless and unable to look up.
"Oh I was kidding.Come on man." He didn't move an inch, suddenly lightning struck making him flinch as fear filled just eyes. "F..felix? "
"Marzia isn't here..I need her. She makes the fear disappear. " He quietly whispered.
Holy Shit..was he literally terrified by thunderstorms??
"Pewdie... " I got up going over and grabbing my head phones with my iPhone I had on the counter by the kitchen. I sat down and handed them to him. His eyes questioned but he finally got the hint. He slowly placed them on as I put some classical piano music on that was on my playlists. I turned it up half way to drown out the noises around.
His eyes were very dark gray,but slowly returning back to baby blue.
He and I looked at eachother as he seemed more calmed When a huge loud crack of thunder hit above us making me jump surprisingly. He and I felt it but he didn't flinch,jump,move. He smiled at me ,eyes staring at me and not leaving mine once. C..cute actually. I shook my head mentally. Wait what?
His eyes grew heavily and he was going to fall on his face if I didn't grab him.
He literally passed out on me. His head was lying on my chest and he wouldn't budge. I didn't want to wake him but my own strengths were too weak to hold him up being exhausted myself. He fell against me as he was literally lying on me.Shit!
I slowly tried get up letting him slide to the couch at ease but it didn't work. He nearly fell on the floor, I had caught him by his chest as He quickly shot up searching around and found me in shock with full awareness.
"Shit, sorry about that cry. " he looked at new completely embarrassed. His eyes looked with worry and stupidity. It's time for bed silly Felix..
I moved off the couch allowing access to him, he could finally lie down without the awkwardness. His eyes grew more into a trance of sleep, they were emotionless and quiet. He lied down , comfortable as it looked and was out within seconds. Damnit. I felt so horrible. I'll make you forget her.. I'll make you so Happy. Anything I could do possibly. I just want to see the old Felix.. the one who was childish.. stupid, hyperactive with positiveity. He seemed so.. Unusual. Broken. Uncaring.
I swear I'll fix you. Just wait pewds..
Allow me to try..
*short chapter!! sorry I need to update this so here's this. **
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