Our Story. ( A pewdiecry Fanfiction.)

Chapter 4.

(THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS GRAPHIC DETAILS. VIEW DISCRETION IS ADVISED.)

POV *

Pewdiepie.

               I felt myself wake, though I didn't open my eyes to dare face today's challenges. I kept my eyes closed and was aware of the sound around me.  Listening to hear not even a peep.  Though I felt better knowing I wasn't alone.. wait. One of my eyes popped open and searched the room. Had I totally forgot!? I mentally face palmed myself in the realization that I was accompanied by cry and his home.

               I saw only a TV in front of me which was off. A hallway and door which was crys room. And a small kitchen to the right of the house.  Stretching feeling exhausted still after that mess I remembered.  Marzia .  I felt my heart sink,  Hurt, Burn, Blister. God why.. why did I have to remember? I squeezed my eyes shut trying to block out any memory of her. I couldn't help the hopelessness of tears that wilted my eyes. So..I let them fall carelessly, covering my mouth with my palm to hush any other sounds that dared to escape. Trying to breath but it hurt.. everything hurt. My chest especially. I breathed in a shaky breath and cried harder. Marzia. Marzia. Damnit! Jumping up I ran to the bathroom, feeling nausea run through me suddenly. Reality hit, so did my sudden sickness.  I vomited in the toilet hardly Making it. Shit! Hold yourself together man! I leaned over the toilet Making sure I wouldn't get sick and miss. 

               I cursed under my breath and sat on the chilled icy tiles , leaning against the wall . The cold was nice. It shook the careless thoughts out of my head and helped me relax.

       Not long after I decided to shower, it may calm my nerves. I shut the door making sure I locked it so cry wouldn't come in,I hope you didn't mind that I used to shower for today..more importantly lock the door. The water was quite calming, the only disturbance  with my pounding headache. And worst of all my heart break.Before I knew it I realized the water has turned cold ,icy cold. I didn't even wash my hair or body I just stood there thinking. My  mind had blocked up the capability of what I was thinking. A loud slam startled me making me jump . Listening quietly I listen to what it was, then I heard the familiar voice of Cry speak.

"PewDie I'm sorry I'm home ,I didn't want to wake you so I left to go to the store." Shivering I slowly turn the water off making a loud creaking noise. He began to speak again but with more confidence. "Hey man so I hope you're doing okay, I'm going to make us breakfast or . .brunch." Brunch? I jumped out of the shower almost slipping on the wet tiles, quickly dressing myself I open the door in a flash to see cry in front of the door about to knock.

            "Oh, H-hey bro -" I knew he knew I was crying. It was pretty obvious sense I was crying for how ever long I was in the damn shower. "Damn! It's freezing in there! What were you doing??" He questioned suddenly taking hold of my arm. In reaction he quickly let go with a gasp." Yo-you're freezing cold! " I didn't feel anything to be honest during this time. I guess I was so out of it I didn't even feel the icy water hit me much. I was starting to scare myself actually.. Damn Felix. Cry is a good friend, you got to pull yourself together. I don't want to bring him down with me, I need to pull myself up and out of this hell. I sighed and smiled weakly.

            "Sorry Bro, I'm alright, I guess I like cold showers.." I kinda laughed and he didn't fall for it. It was hard to tell what exactly his emotions were with that mask. I wonder if he will ever take it off when i'm here.. He grasped my arm, Pulling him with me to the couch. He pushed me on the couch , leaving me there with a remote for the tv and the headphones. Without any warning I was suddenly covered by a big fluffy blanket that must have been freshly baked from the dryer. without hesitation I wrapped myself in it like a burrito.