* Lily's P.O.V *
I looked up at Zylen as he signed the papers to let me get out of this hell. I smiled at him with the joy of a child. We walked out the hospital and he looked at me and said
"That fake smile isn't going to get you out this argument we need to talk about this weather you like it or not.
I dropped my smile fast I was disappointed I don't want to argue with Zylen. We got into the car and he said to me
"What were you thinking, Lily like you were just going to leave me all alone. you were going to leave Emma, Nichole, and Christina. I told you I am going help you with your problems why didn't you let me help you."
"Because what is the point to keep holding on I have nothing left my family is gone I don't even know where my mom is my dad is dead. Nobody wants me to deal with me."
"So I'm nobody to you. Is that what you are saying that I'm a nobody, because I want you no I don't want you I need you. Why can't you see that?"
"Nobody has ever needed me what makes them start now?"
I was silent the whole car ride until I told him to bring me to my house and he did so.
We pulled up at my house the door was locked so I got my spare key and I unlocked the door. Zylen came in before I could shut the door he was pissed at me.
"So you honestly think I don't care for you after everything you think I don't care about you, Lily I do care and I wish you would see that."
"Zylen I don't know what to believe anymore. Why do you think I tried to kill myself. If I was dead I wouldn't have to deal with any of this but now I'm back where I started."
"Yah you are back with me I care for you and I don't what the loss you."
"Yah you don't want to loss me until you find someone that is pretty, smart, kind, funny, has a good family, isn't suicidal, and has a good personality. I'm sorry I'm not perfect but don't mistake love for lust."
"I see what your trying do to. It isn't going to work."
"What are you talking about Zylen I'm not trying to do anything."
"Your trying to shut me down and then try to kill yourself again because I won't be there to save you I can't believe you."
"I can't believe you."
"What did I do, Lily."
"Everything Zylen just everything."
Zylen took one look at me and walked out the door he slammed it really hard. As soon as he left I broke down I fell to the floor crying. I couldn't get up I just sat on the floor crying. I began to scream everything hurt and it was closing in on me. I loved Zylen to much. Go after him he loves you to. I got up and wiped my eyes and I ran to the door. Shocked that I didn't fall. I opened the door to see Zylen standing in my front yard at the end of my porch
"What are you doing."
I said through gasp of air.
"See how long it took you to run after me so I was just waiting here for you, and something tells me you want me to be here."
I ran off my porch and jumped on Zylen he caught me and I kissed him like it was out first time kissing he held me and we just keep kissing on my front yard. Him still carrying me and us still kissing he walked up the stairs and into my house he played me on the couch and we keep kissing and he rested on top of me as he kissed me passionately. I pulled his shirt over his head and he pulled mine over my head and we heard a loud noise I jumped up fast and pulled my shirt back on and Zylen did the same. I looked up the see the person I never wanted to see in my life. My mother stood there
"So I see I leave and you come in here with your fuck buddy."
"For the last he isn't a fuck buddy he is my boyfriend."
"Whatever helps you sleep at night, slut."
