Fallen Too Far

Chapter 59

. Letting out another wave of tears, I continued to put clothes in my bags. It's been a week since I made my decision and I keep finding ways to stall leaving. But it was time to go, Talia started feeling sick with the pregnancy and she wanted to head home. Harry still hasn't woken up and I've debated if I should leave once he's up.

But I think that would make it nearly impossible to leave. I've said my goodbye to him, and now it was time to go.

"Charlotte?" I turned around and saw Zayn peeking his head into my room. I let him come in and fell into his hug.

"I feel so horrible, Zayn" I whimpered into his chest. I could feel him sigh as I he rubbed my back.

"He'll understand" He replied.

"He's going to hate me!" I think that was my biggest fear.. Harry hating me.

"He won't hate you. Trust me, he'd never do that." I could hear the chuckle in his tone but I couldn't bring myself to smile.

I pulled away from his embrace and put the last of my clothes inside my black suite case.

This is gonna kill me.

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I met one last time at eh hospital just to say goodbye to everyone. I wasn't going in to see Harry, I honestly couldn't .

"I'll drive up one Harry's better" Louis said,.

This wasn't a goodbye forever. I mean, Louis and Talia are together, so I'm going to see him all the time. Zayn and Perrie are my bitches, so I'm definitely not going to lose touch with them. But for now, I think I needed to separate myself for them.

"One of you text me once he's awake" I said, just looking in the open window to his room.. Still sleeping.

"We will. And we'll explain to him why you're gone" Zayn said, I nodded my head. Trying my best not to cry again.

"Do you want us to say anything to him?" Perrie asked me.

"Just tell him... Just tell him I love him."

Harry's POV :
3 Day's Later..

"Doc, when's he going to wake up?"

"I wish I could tell you.. We though he would've been up a few days ago.. His body just isn't ready, yet."

"Is he.. going to?" Going to what? It was a female's voice I was hearing.

"Yes. His made a full recovery, he's weak, but he'll wake up."

I could hear footsteps walk across my room and then a door opening and closing. Then the talking started again.

"I don't want to be the one to tell him." I think that was Zayn.

"Well don't make me do it. He'll want to hear it from one of you." It was a girl.. My guess is Perrie, but I couldn't tell.

"Lou, you do it. You're his best friend."

"Me? I'd rather not see him anymore hurt then he already is!" And that was definitely Louis.

What were they talking about? And why won't my fucking eyes open?

"Guys.. Stop. This is going to be a hard day as it is. Telling him about Charlotte will only make it worse" Charlotte? What happened to Charlotte?

"This is going to kill him."

WHAT ARE THEY TALKING ABOUT?

"What if we got Talia to tell him?" It was Zayn again.

"No. We're not bringing my girlfriend into this! Definitely not."

"Then you're telling him."

"Fine." Louis finally agreed to be the one to tell me whatever it was that they're talking about.

My guess is, I waited for about 10 minutes before I could feel my head spinning, and then I tried with my eyes again, and I was blinded my light, making me raise a arm and cover my eyes.

Why does my body hurt so much?

Ohyeah... Dustin.

"Oh my god! He's up!" My eyes rolled to the right to see Louis coming at me. I was expecting a hug, but he ended up slapping my arm,

"Ow?" I got out.

"You ass hole! Don't you ever to that again you prick!" I hope he says that out of love.

"Louis. Stop." Zayn hissed, coming up by me, followed by Perrie.

"How are you feeling, Harry?" Perrie asked me.

"Tired, and thirsty" I replied. Ugh. Morning voice.

"I'll go tell the doctor, and get you water." She offered,

"I'll go with you" Zayn said, following her out the door.

"Lou.." I trailed off, noticing he was looking at the ground with his eyes watering

"You scared the fuck out of me, Harry." He choked out, looking at me again. I'm the only one that's ever seen Louis cry.

"I-I'm sorry." And seeing him cry, always made me tear up a bit. He came down and gave me a crushing hug, making me wince. But I hugged him back. Until I realized something.

My girlfriend wasn't here.

"Will you bring Charlotte in?" I asked pulling out of him. His face fell and it made me question him. "Why are you looking at me like that?" Another tear fell down his face.

"I'm going to just say flat out to you.. She's gone Harry."

"Charlotte's dead!?" I shot up fast, wincing at the pain in my body.

"No!" He helped me back down. "I mean, she left Cheshire.." My eyes widened.

"What? When? How? Why?... Lou!"

"She left a few days ago with Talia, Harry, it was best for her.. She was in trouble here.. She knows you tried, and she's not mad at you."

"A few days ago? How long have I been out? What day is it?"

"You've been out for a couple week man.."

"What day is it."

"Valentine's day."

Fuck.

Well this didn't go as planned.

"You need to get me out of here" I said, trying to get my legs over the bed, but he stopped me.

"Harry you have to stay here."

"Louis! I'm going to get my fucking girlfriend! You can give me a fucking ride! Or you can get out of my face!"

"Harry! She's not coming back! She made up her mind."

"Oh shut up."

"Harry."

"WHAT!?"

"She might be pregnant." My face totally fell.

"But we use protection every time we-"

"No.. Not with you.."

"Huh?"

"it could be Dustin."

Oh fuck off.