Eva POV
I wanted to tell Marcel about delirious or Jonathan but I was afraid I had kept this secret locked up forever and I don't want to lose it now...
I told Marcel we should have them over for dinner I nodded I got up early as I got ready help Ashton get ready Marcel said he'll drop him off at school as I drove to the cafe I was thinking after seven years I still want to be a boy as I sat there why did I not do it was I afraid was it me being a coward or is it .......I'm still in love with delirious.......why do I have to love him no I like Marcel but God damnit why did this have to come back into my life I thought as I griped my arm I walked to my cafe as I opened up I checked the time as I made a cup of coffee as the bell rang I was expecting it to be Marcel or someone but I looked up saw him it was Jonathan I got up as I felt myself tense he sighed walking towards me as he took a seat we stared for a while "I would like a regular cup to go"he said I nodded as I was making it "you really are something that I should of paid more of my attention to" he said I turned holding his cup of coffee "well I guess your man has shown you what I couldn't" he said I set his cup next to him as he wore just a black leather jacket I remember our first date together
Flash back
"Come on Johnny" I giggled as I took hold of his hand we ran to the forest we explored around as we saw a stump as he pick flowers for me I wore a red lather jacket he wore a black as he wrapped his arms around my waist "I love you to much Eva" he said "nothing will ever stop me" he said as our lips collided
End flash back
My eyes fluttered open as I felt lips I would never feel again I gasped as I pulled away "I-I'm sorry" I said "here's your coffee" I said handing him it "thanks" he said I swear I saw a smirk that meant he was going to do something un believe as he turned wrapping arms around my waist "I never stopped loving you Ev and I never will" he said as he hugged me tightly as I felt like I should hug back "take care Jonathan" I said as he looked down placing a kiss on my cheek as he walked out I watched him leave as a women soon jumped into his arms I smirked as he looked back at me I just turned washed the counters as I dropped something that fell out of my pocket it was a note I put Jonathan money in my pocket as it read you are a angel in disguise I smiled as I got cleaning around the place
Why did I kiss that cheating basturd
I thought as I stopped and why did I like it
As the door opened I turned seeing Marcel walk in "hey babe" he said I felt guilty for a minute "hey Marcel" I said "hey Eva I never got to ask you but how come you never told Ashton who his father was" Marcel asked I turned to him as I sighed looking away "well when I was pregnant I never knew" I said as I turned away "that doesn't explain anything" Marcel said "well I don't want to talks about it" I said "Eva that kid deserves to know who his father is"Marcel said I was trying to hold in tears now thinking about Jonathan "fine you want to know" I said my voice cracking "I was nineteen when i found out about me having a baby before that I was living with my best friend Craig because I broke up with my ex boyfriend Jonathan,Jonathan was very handsome and could get me to do anything with him and well a month before we broke up I was feeling uneasy about him like he was doing something behind my back and well I found out he was cheating on me with some other girl who was younger and I was still in college nine months later as I had Ashton and well he had to suffer with me always leaving him with a babysitter because I never really told family or friends about having a son because I was afraid about them telling Jonathan and well Jonathan is back in town and well I been hiding Ashton lately" I said looking at Marcel "Jonathan that name seems to familiar" Marcel whispered "Jonathan Denis" he said looking at me i stopped and frozed "yeah" I sighed "you dated him when you too got a house and you dumped him because you thought his cousin was a girl that he cheated on with you" Marcel said looking at me I stopped "what" I said "that was Jonathan's cousin"
