Evans POV
"You fucking bitch" I screamed jumping onto Delirious gripping his neck trying my best to choke him he sighed as he grabbed me and dropped me to the ground making my ass sting "fuck you" I said pointing at him "it's what's best for you Evan" (sponge bob meme ItS WhAtS BeSt FoR YoU EvAn) "ugh no it isn't leaving me behind while you and the guys do cool shit isn't what's best for me" I complain "your reckless Evan I told you one more time and your done with and what did you do became reckless" Delirious said "I hate you" I said "no you don't both me and you know that now go away" he spoke I clenched my fist before saying it again and repeating it and punching him in the chest repeatedly non of which affects him he sighed before pushing me away in which I slipped on my ass yet again ouch and he walked away "ugh" I said falling back so I was laying on the ground before i heard the alarm go off I sat up fast we got trouble I thought darting to the meeting room only to have been stopped by wildcat "sorry Evan but Del said this is off limits for you for now so I can't let you past" he smirked making making my blood boil "I swear wildcat you better listen to me you let me past and we won't have trouble of you don't we'll be having some bacon tomorrow for breakfast I said sternly he smirked move along little birdie I'm just doing my job he said before we heard a voice "Evan I've already told you you aren't coming on any missions anymore" I clenched my fist even tighter now I'm sick of this I thought I hate you all I stomped away what's the point of being in this group if I have nothing to do or even have an affect to it does anyone even care I just sat back as I watched the guys get ready to see what the trouble is as they left I felt bored out of my mind I hate Delirious I thought I've always hated him after what he did to me uses me then says we are better off as friends after all I did for him and yet I can't get over it I still feel for him not only that every night mostly he is with a girl making my heart hurt even more making me break down more making me fall asleep crying and waking up with a pillow stained with tears I hate this what do they have that I don't a pussy I thought they don't make Delirious look weak they especially don't make him annoyed like I do I thought as I went and grabbed a glass of water I decided to take a walk traffic was the same I mean it's Los santos what do you except not to see a drunk driver at least once I finally made to my destination it was a small pond I liked it here it was quite and peaceful and ugh not Again everything is about Delirious for me I thought
Delirious's POV
After the mission we came back exhausted "oh sweet Jesus how I missed you" Wildcat said opening the fridge "hey anything odd about my piece of pie" he said "what the fuck somebody took a big ass bite out of it who did this Vanoss" he screamed "hey wait a minute where is vanoss" Marcel said everybody stopped and looked around and then panic mode started everyone ran up to his room finding no trace of him then shouts of his name "I'll check outside" Mini said "I'll come with you"Lui added "I check around town"Marcel said grabbing keys as Cartoonz tagged along I have An idea I thought as I started running tell I found myself where everything started and there sitting there in the grass was Evan skipping rocks "god damnit you gave us a fucking heart attack" I said he turned around giving a glare "what I can't go outside anymore either"he hissed "a heads up would have helped" I knew he got mad at that cause he was in his feet in seconds "well maybe I would have if you didn't piss me off"he said pointing his finger at me "well maybe you shouldn't be so reckless and this wouldn't have happened"I said "maybe you should have just left me be maybe you should have just stayed out of my way and leave me alone maybe then I wouldn't act like this maybe I would be nice"
Evan's POV
I felt tears dripping from my eyes "this is all your goddamn fault I hate you Jesus Christ why do you alway fuck with me why do you always fuck me when I think I final beat you you come straight back to me"I knew he was shocked with my words I felt my legs become shaky as I fell to the ground tears slipped out as I sobbed I pulled my feet close to me "Evan...I..I'm sorry"he said I just sobbed harder as I felt his hand on my back rubbing it pulling me closer I felt my cheeks warm up but I didn't care I finally calmed down and my head was in his chest "why do you do this to me Jonathan" I whispered to myself he finally pulled away after a while "Evan I know how you feel toward me but.....but we just can't I'm sorry"he spoke softly...
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To be continued because I'm way to lazy to finish all this
