The very first time

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You can make the difference between feelings and emotions, sadness and happiness, all these things that humans can see or feel. Sometimes, you try to conceal it.

  Why?

Because it's hard to tell what's wrong to your family, your friends, your classmates.  So you stay alone with all these things you want to hide forever.

  What happened if the world discovers what you are hiding? 

The world will never know it. Mark my words, nobody will know it.

Sometimes, I think about how the life will be if I tell what's wrong, if I entrusted. And I remember this sentence "You can only trust yourself". Even if I've friends at school, I am the queen of my kingdom which is loneliess and the music is the only way out, in parallel of my sadness which contains me more and more in this nightmare.

"My name is Alia and I am seventeen years old. And I am fine."

This is what I say.

This is the way it is.

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