Recovering From The past

Party

So Lisa,   the    younger sister is no longer in the story, cause shes irrelevant,and shes gonna be a distraction,and an obstacle.

*Car Scene*

We were waiting for Chris to come with his car,and his squad.....I mean it was cold, and I was wearing a slit dress.I continuously checked Kyannas phone for the time.

"Let me check your phone again"I said to Kyanna

"Chill...He always does this"

"Thats wild disrespectful, its cold...Imma get in.."As I was about to get in the house, a red lambo parked near us...Chris got out of the lambo, and opened the door for,Angel,Jayda,and Kayanna.He stopped me to ask, "You cold ma?"...... . . . .'Yea...", I said with an attitude.He gave me a glare, and threw his jacket at me.Hitting my face slightly, So I threw his jacket on the floor.

"Damn Ma got no chill, bruh"This guy had red hair, and gold grills.They call him Kid Red.Chris grabbed my arm and pulled me to the side. "I'm not your little bitch, get off of me"

He whispered, "Cut that attitude off,And in this house, you are my bitch...Now pick up my jacket.Loose hoe

I wanted to spit on his face, right then.He put me in such a low position.He stared into my soul, as I stood there awkwardly.I could smell the alcohol in his mouth.I  got in the car, but not before I picked up his jacket, and slammed it, lightly, on his chest.

Jayda, and Angel laughed. "Devilish, bastards"...I mumbled under my breath..Kyanna nudged me.

"You good?"

"Never been better.."I nodded my head. Kyanna stared at me for a while so I obviously had to spill.

"Hes just drunk, and I guess tired of my attitude...."I shrugged,and sat back.

*Party

As we arrived to the party, there were a bunch of  celebrities,Trey Songz,August Alsina,Bryson Tiller.....etc.There were a bunch of females,twerking, and playing sexual games,taking shots, smoking weed,drinking.The place was polluted with the smell of weed.Chris and the girls went to play the games, but I just sat on the couch, I was not about this life.Honestly.I was still ashamed,and hurt about what Chris had said to me.It was true...I am loose, I'm nothing but a prostitute. I have no choice.....I started stroking the soft brown couch, reflecting on life.Chris started approaching me, but I payed no mind to him.

"Tisha...."He lightly place his rough hands on my thigh.I removed it, and moved further away from him.

"You wanna play games?"As I kept moving away from him, he came closer, causing me to fall ass flat on the grass.

"What would you want from a loose hoe,Christopher?"   

"I love it when you say my name."....He started randomly singing,"Say my name,say my name,say my name"....He started walking towards me, limping....

"Chris are you drunk?Come here..."I held him closer, just to make sure he was drunk and smelt his breath, just when he clumped my nose, with his mouth."Chris.." He cut me off saying....

"OH..baby you said my name"

"Youre drunk, lets go home."

"I aint even get some pussy"He sounded disappointed .I pulled him by his arm, and directed him to his lambo...Dumb broad number 2 Angel, came towards us..

"Yo,yo,yo...Were you think you goin' with Chris?"

"Hes drunk,so imma take him home before he gets hurt.."

"You just wanna take him home so he could get some head , you're taking him home?Be my guest...Lets go."She grabbed Chris, put him in the car.While I  gave the driver directions.

*

Angel brought the driver home....Like I said, broad with a CHOICE.

She was busy in her room,so it was just me and Chris.I set him on his bed so he was star fished.I took off his shoes,and his hat.I felt like some type of mother. He kept staring at me, and tried to drag me down.

"Stop Chris.."

"Please Just relax with me..."I'm not drunk...Swear"I gave him a doubtful look.

"I promise, I only had like 4 sips of Vodka...Now come chill with a nigga."

"I'm a loose hoe...."

"I was just mad..I didnt mean"

"But you did.It whatever...Im used to it.Just watch your mouth next time."

"You need to watch ya attitude".He said dragging me to sit down on his bed.

"You need to watch the time Mr.Brown, cause waiting 30 minutes outside in the cold, mind you with a slit dress, isn't fun."He stared into my soul, while I was talking, licking his lips,and what not.

"Youre so sexy when you're mad"

"Can you take me seriously?For once?I know im a broad, a hoe, loose, a prostitute...But could you at least give me the respect, I desire?Stop holding me to low standards.You think I wanna be  a prostitute?"..I stormed out of his room,hearing angel, and the driver, having their pleasure....

Christophers POV

Wow.....I never thought a girl like her could think so low of herself.I started to add on  to my song.... 

"I wish that you could see you like I see you

It's like that you're no good, you're just misunderstood 
Now it's my job to make you a believer
Them boys ain't like this man, can't love you like I can .If you show me all your flaws, I'll show you mine.I'll claim your baggage, you no longer need to hide"

 I wanted to give her some time..But I couldn't no more...She was too good to think this low of herself, it hurt a man..

 I stormed into her room,and her eyes were red, and puffy...she turned red,so I could tell she was really devastated, what brown skin girl do you know, that turns red?I   sat down by her feet, and looked up at her, while she was clearly trying to ignore my presence.

"Listen Latisha, I dont know why you hold yourself at such low standards, when your so beautiful, so  strong....Im falling in..."I laughed nervously, and shook my head.I cant fall in love this early....Its not possible...Let alone..I can't fall in love.

"What would you want, to do with a prostitute?"She said holding her head down.I lifted her chin, making eye contact,which I found crazy, cause in my book, eye contact is forbidden...

"Youre not a prostitute, you're not a hoe...Nothing like that.You had no choice.... but now you do.You have a choice now....be wise with it,and don't let no man take advantage of you, and walk over you."

She nodded, and I could tell I helped her gain some confidence.

"Starting next week...you gon' get a therapist."

"Thanks Chris, nobody has ever done this for me"She  covered her face, using the excuse of wiping her tears, to smile.I made her smile.

I  was star fished next to her,rubbing her thighs to calm her down, and we stayed in silence for a long time.Till my   phone started ringing..It was a call from Becky,(Latishas mom).

"I wanna talk to my daughter!"There was a bunch of chaos in the background.

"Let me, be the first to tell her this..."

I could hear her struggling till she got hold of the phone..

"Latisha.....I contracted a disease....AIDS...You gotta get checked too."

I gasped in shock,and hung up the phone.

"What happened?!"Chris asked, still rubbing my thigh.I slowly removed his hands from my thigh, still in shock",and a bitch was outttttt.

Is Chris in love?Is Latisha feeling him?Latisha is going to go get checked for AIDS.Ohhh snapppp. Constructive criticism