New family (One Direction, Justin Bieber fanfic)

Chapter 18

Chapter 18;

~P.O.V. Jennifer~

I've been back in Holland for two and a half week now and people still didn't let me alone. Everywhere I went were people asking for pictures or autographs. I didn't even knew why they wanted a picture with me or a autograph? I wasn't famous, I wasn't some kind of reality star of whatever. I was just a girl from Holland. I know I am from Canada originality but I for me it still feels like I'm from Holland, a little country in the west of Europe. But no for all those people I was the Bieber girl. I don't even know why they call me that, I've a name people! Every time I was walking around in the mall or I was just walking my grans dog people would stare at me and point at me and start to whisper 'hé that's the Bieber girl.' It was so annoying! Right now I was just drinking coffee with a friend I haven't spoke to in a while, and even drinking some coffee with a friend is hard, behind me I heard some people whispering and I felt them looking at me. I bet that if they were some teenagers they would tweet it and within 5 minutes there would be around 50 girls standing here wanting to take pictures with me or get autographs... ugh I hated this so much!

"So how have you been?" I asked Iris, an old friend from primary school. She used to be my best friend until we lost contact when I went to America. After that I talked to her maybe once a month and that was it...

"Good, I graduated high school last year." She told me with  a big smile.

"Oeh nice! Congrats! Any plans of what you're gonna do now?" I asked wondering what she was planning on doing for the rest of her life, the last time I spoke to her she didn't know yet what she wanted to do the rest of her life.

"I always loved dancing so I did an audition for a commercial and they hired me so I'm going to the studio's on Sunday to rehears." She told me.

"Ow that's great! You deserve this so much!" I told her.

"Thank you! Do you have any plans for Sunday, you can come with me of you want." She asked.

"Uhm no I don't think I've anything planned for Sunday, I would love to come with you!" I told her, it would be great to see her doing what she loves.

"Awesome! I've to be there at 11am and it's an hour ride so a little before 10am at my house?" she asked.

"Sounds great to me!" I told her and took a sip from my coffee while I looked around me. As I expected the whole restaurant was full of girls taking pictures of me. Some of them screaming my name of saying they love my brothers and if I could say that to them. They still don't understand I have no contact with them anymore. I haven't talked to them since I left and I'm not planning on doing it either. I still get a lot of hate and I still have no privacy. Why did this happened to me? Why did we told the world I was their sister? Why couldn't we just keep in private and tell nobody then I would be still in LA and get to know my brothers better but their fans ruined everything! My chance to get to know my brothers, the chance to have a life with my brothers but no they hated me and they didn't wanted me in the boys lives so I had to go back to where I'm from. I thought that if I would come back I would have my old life back but apparently I can't have my old life back, and I don't think I ever will. A couple of days back I thought of changing my name and changing my look so people wouldn't recognize me anymore but I couldn't do it, I just couldn't. Somewhere deep inside I feel that there is something going to happen and then I would regret it. So until I know what that's going to be I'm not going to change anything about myself.