The Friendship Eclipse.

Darkness in the light.

Do you know what it's like to not want to hurt your bested and closest friends, even tho you've lost one who made your life turn on its head, but also not want to break a promise you made to the one who meant the most to you.

My hole life has had its ups and down then I found three best friends who were always by my side even when times were rough.

The first one always seemed to be the best, had to always push everyone aside so she can have the lime light. So she can be the one who was always the most important. When she couldn't see how much she was hurting the others. Couldn't see and didn't care.

The second one could see. Could see exactly what was happening and wanted the other friend gone. To protected the ones she cared for the most. No matter the cost she would protected them even if it made her go through the pain. She wanted the first friend gone and would fight to make that happen. No matter what. She would win and protect the ones she loved the most.

Lastly the third friend was always there for my ups and downs everything she was there always behind me making me strong. But sometimes she couldn't see what the other friend was trying to protect her from. She never wanted this all to happen. And when it came down to a fight she didn't know how to stand strong when that's what she's learnt all her life.

Then there's me. I've never know what I've wanted till it was right there in frount of me. I wanted to have people who I could depands on. Who would keep a smile on my face. I wanted to be able to forget my past and learn to love the future.

That was going well but I guess ever light has a darkness. That one thing that dragged you down when you felt so great. For me that was friend one. When she was around I felt like I couldn't be me. I had to be what she wanted. Cause she always got what she wanted. Even if it meant breaking people spirt, breaking them down till their just a bit of dirt on the ground which she could kick about.

I guess I was a easy target for her, like always I'm the one who falls.

Don't get me wrong this has happened before so many times. But every time I thought things would be different. That I'd find someone different someone who cared.

All humans are the same. No matter what you say. I found that out the hard way. All the scars, cuts, bruise I would never show.

Do you know what it's like to try and not hide from the world, when the one person who you didn't have to hide from is gone and you have no one left to not fear.