Secret Sister of a Killer (Jeff the Killer Twist)

Hope and Believe

                                                                   (Still Jeff's point of view)

Great it's morning. I'm still tied up. And I could possibly never my sister again. This day is going to be the best day of my life. Not. I heard the door open followed by a hello. Jake's voice. He took mw by my arm and lead me outside. "You know Alexa will hate you if you do this." I continued to talk bullshit to try to hold up time.

                                                                    (Alexa's point of view)

I woke up with a horrid feeling. I hopped out of Jeff's bed out of the room and downstairs. I knew my feeling was about Jeff. I hurried and grabbed Jack and Ben of the couch. "What the hell is this??" Said Ben. "I don't feel right. And Jeff isn't here." I had to look everywhere and fast. "Follow me." I yelled to the boys behind me. I ran to the place that my gut told me to go. where Jake had me hostage. I ran as fast as I could. I looked inside. Nope. Outside? Nope.. I went to the 2nd place my gut told me to go. Jake's house. "Guys be carful we're going back to my old home." We ran until we came to my old neighborhood. Then we had to be extremely carful but fast to go to Jake's house. I looked in the backyard and saw Jake with a gun. I scooted farther over to see that gun pointed at Jeff. I ran to the backyard and yelled "STOP!!" "Stay out of this, ALexa." Jake said that is a tone I've never heard him use before. "I can't stay out of it you have my brother at gun point!!" He pulled back the little thing on the end of the gun ready to shoot. "Jake, put the fucking gun down." I went over to him and stood in front of the gun. You're going to have to kill me before you kill my brother. He tried to aim over my shoulder and shoot but I kneed him in the chest causing him to fall and drop the gun. I took the gun and aimed it at Jake. "You wouldn't shoot." I pointed the gun to the side of him and shot it. "Wouldn't I?" I pulled back the thing again and aimed at Jake. "Ok, ok, I'l-" I cut him off by saying "Get the fuck away from me and my family." "But.. Paris.." "No, Jake, no." "Please.." NO no no no. "I'M GETTING SICK OF THE SHIT YOU'RE PUTTING ME THROUGH. JUST DROP IT AND LEAVE ME AND MY FAMILY ALONE." With saying that I ran off towards home. I was going to go to the place I always go to when I'm sad but I really wanted be alone. No one trying to comfort me just myself. So I ran to the lake and went a little bit past it to find a grassy hill with flowers all over the place. I went on the other side of it and just lay there. I didn't cry or anything I just sat there... thinking. I probably stayed there for hours. I finally got up and climbed into a tree near-by.  I looked out at the sun and watched it go down. I could feel a little breeze, making my hair flow. Right now it felt really nice out. It almost made me forget about everything that happened. All of the sudden I heard someone call out my name. I turned around to see Jack. My alone time was over. I turned around and looked at the scene one last time and started climbing down. When I got to the ground Jack ran up to me and gave me a hug. "Are you okay, Alexa??" I didn't do or say anything I really didn't feel like being the happy girl everyone takes me for. "Alexa, what's wrong??" He sat on the ground pulling me along with him holding my hands. I put my knees to my chest and looked to the right. "Alexa, come on, you know you can talk to me." I turned my head towards him and just stared at him. He pulled me in for another hug. I took him by the hand and lead him to the tree I climbed before and started climbing it. I hand motioned for him to come up with me and he did. As soon as we got to the top, where I was at I pointed into the distance. It looked absolutely beautiful. "Wow. I-it's a great view from here." He said almost like he was... scared of heights... honestly, right now I felt like total shit. I just really didn't feel good at all. After a while the feeling got stronger. It was a horrible feeling. But I feel like it's on I've had bef- FUCK. My eyes widened at the thought of me knowing it and I knew it well. It was the feeling I got when I use to...cut myself... SHIT. NO IT CAN'T BE... But it is. I quickly got out of the tree and ran back to the house I saw Ben and Jeff outside. I ignored them and ran up to the door and went to my room. I opened this drawer that had all my clothes in it. I picked up the razor that was under the red shirt... I sat down and just.. stared at the razor. I promised I wouldn't do this again.. I can't.. But I had no control over myself. I put the razor to my upper wrist and as soon as I started to press.. Ben came in. Shit.. I didn't lock the fucking door. I quickly hid the razor. Ben closed the door and locked it. "You know you shouldn't do that." I just can't help it.. My mind is just all over but mostly set on one thing. Cutting. "I've cut too." He pulled up his sleeve and I saw scares. I only had a few scared from the last time I did it. I was bleeding only a little as soon as Ben came in. "So I see you started. My eyes started to tear up. I really didn't feel like talking but I had to get  this out. I had a soft shakey voice on. "I cant help it, Ben." I felt a tear run down my face as I looked up at him. "I know but you just have to fight it." He came over and gave me a hug. I couldn't help but to cry more. I looked at him and he looked at me. In a split second our lips had made contact. After a second Ben pulled back and just looked at me and I just looked at him. I don't know what was wrong with me but I pulled him in for another kiss. I totally forgot about Jack then. But, I honestly didn't want Jack. He was more like a best friend.. And I felt like Ben really understood me. All it took was one little movement and Ben was on top of me. For air, I pulled back. Ben got on off of me. "Alexa, I-i'm sorry I don't know why I did that..."Well is it weird that I kind of.." My voice got softer and lower. "Liked it..." I looked at him and we just sat there until, he pulled me in, slowly, for another kiss. I kissed back with a passion. I felt like it was right to be with Ben.. But it would hurt Jack so much if I did this. But I really didn't want him.. not to be mean but.. Eventually we pulled a part. "So are you still thinking about cutting?" I giggled a little and blushed. I hid my checks between my knees. "Ben?.." I said in a soft voice. I think I was going to tell him about me and Jacks.. Kiss.. "Yes?" "Promise not to be mad.." He held out his pinkey and I took it. "I kissed Jack a couple days ago... I'm sorry I just didn't know that I liked you before." "It's fine,, Alexa, but you know we'll have to tell him about this...Us.