I think I love my bully

Tiana's Pov

Today's the day,Im finally 16.
I ran down stairs in my minne mouse pajama's.I saw a big cake that said 16 and pink,teal and purple balloons everywhere.I smiled
Until I was disturbed
Wake tf up my mom yelled
•Self Thought•
I miss my old mother.We were a happy family until dad left us for this 24 year old lady.He barley calls, I doubt he even cares about me.

*Mom blew her cigarette smoke in my face*

Mom:Stop fucking day dreaming and get up you dirty slut

Me:Ma,Why would you call me that??

Mother:Shut up!

Me:So no happy birthday??
Mother:Oh..Today is the day I gave birth to a child from that dead beat dad of yours right
Me:Yeah..*My eyes filled with tears*
Mom:Happy your father left us day *As she began to laugh*
My heart filled with pain and aches I looked at myself in the mirror and wiped my tears and opened my closet.
I took out a semi crop top knitted sweater and some denim jeans.My mom might be mean to me inside of the house but when we leave I get my old mom again even though it's all for show, it gives me hope..

Mom:Why are you dressed like that??
Me:Can you just start the show you do every year
Mom:Let me explain something to you,If I hear you talk to me like that ever again-Gco-
Me:What,What is going to happen you mentally destroyed me..
Mom:When you go out those doors be happy,smile and don't embarrass me..
Me:Don't I always
I open the door and stepped out on my white and black adidas a Mercedes Benz all white with a big red ribbon
Me:OMG,Thanks mom your the bed I ran a gave her a hug and a kiss on the cheek as all my nosey white rich neighbors peeked out the window ...

She gave me the keys as I went to front seat I waved.

Off to school.

So if you guys didn't know I made this book in middle school know that I'm older in high school it needed a few improvements so should I change it back or should I keep it???