Love or fear?

Guns break trust

*Ambers POV

I was folding laundry thinking. Just when I think I know Zayn he throws a curve ball. I keep saying I love him, but what is I'm just afraid of getting on his bad side? I don't know enough about him to feel safe that's for sure. I pulled out a pair of his boxers and giggled, if anything that boy new how to get into a girls pants. I frowned, what if that's all he wanted from me, sex? A tear streamed down my face at the thought [;)] I didn't want that to be true, but it could have easily been the case.

I put the laundry away to see Zayn watching me in the doorframe. I gave him a slight smile, and he said "Amber babe.."

"Yes?" I said

"I've got some urm... business to take care of, stay here for a bit. When I'm done we can go out." he said a little bit nervously.

"I'd love to go out but," I paused I didn't know what to say.

"But what babe?" he asked.

"Nothing, it's fine, go." I said to him.

"Thanks love," he said kissing my forehead.

With that he grabbed his keys for his bike, and drove off. I sighed, such a mysterious one. I walked over to his dresser and started putting clothes into the drawers. I pulled out the sock drawer and started filling it up, until my hand felt something hard. I pushed everything to one side and gasped. Out of Zayn's sock drawer I pulled out the cold metal object realizing what it was. It was a gun. I dropped it quickly, screaming. I really have no idea anything about Zayn, and it scared me.

*Zayn's POV

"AMBER? HONEY, I FORGOT SOMETHING." I said as I walked through the front door.

I walked to my room, to see a figure on the floor. "Amber?" I asked.

She looked up in tears, what was wrong? "I just came back to grab something real quick." I said.

"Was it this?" she said as she held up my gun. She found my gun! Amber looked afraid, but afraid of what? Me? Of corse she's afraid of me you idiot, she found my gun!

"Look love-" I started.

"ANSWER THE QUESTION ZAYN!" Amber yelled in tears. I hated to see her like this. "WHAT THE HELL DID YOU MEEN BY BUSINESS ANYWAY!" She yelled again.

"A-a-amber......" I drew a blank, she doesn't want to know about that side of me, if she did she'd leave. I gritted my teeth, she can't leave. "listen, I'm not gonna hurt you ever. Listen to me when I say that."

I took a step closer, and amber raised the gun saying, "Zayn what the hell is going on." she was breathing deeply and her hands were shaking.

"Calm down amber," I said raising my hands, "trust me you don't want to know what the gun is for."

"Try me." she whispered still shaking.

"Lets just say I'm being followed, followed by people who want me dead. I don't like violence, but it's always good to have backup." I said, trying to give her as little information as possible.

She held her hand over her mouth dropping the gun, "Is it safe here?"

"The hell love, of corse it's safe." I said, "Love it's always safe with me."

She was crying again, wrapping her arms around my neck. She then whispered in my ear, "it better be," then kissed me.

[a/n

Sorry about the late update <3 love you all

~Donnie]