Broken Down // 1D a.u.

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{Okaay so in my last chapter... That was just ew, so i'll edit it on the slim chances that someone actually reads this}

"I- um, hi." I was speechless, I hadn't seen Harry since last summer, so nearly two years. I dared to make eye contact with him, I could tell by the expression by his face that he was just as shocked as me.

"Hey Brenn," He was still as smooth as ever, but something was different, I didn't know what.

"Wait, i'm confused?" Cassidy broke the silence and look at us. "You two know each other?"

"Uh-we um," I couldn't say anything right today could I?

"We used to date." I nodded my head in agreement, when I looked over at Harry he was picking his fingernails, something he did when he was nervous.

"Um, I'm gonna go and..." I didn't know what to say so I just walked off into my room, why did I have to be so awkward?

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I had fallen asleep while texting Raquelle, she was the only friend that still hung out with me after Harry. All summer while I was with Harry I didn't really talk to my other friends, it was Harry and only Harry 24/7.

There was a slight knock at the door, "Can I come in?" I heard Harry's deep voice call through my door.

"Yeah, I guess," Harry slid through the door quietly and came to sit on the bed with me.

"Why are you still up?" he ask with a cheeky grin, I hadn't even noticed that it was nearly two in the morning.

"Well, I may have had a slight nap." I teased knowing that I had been sleeping for seven hours.

"Oh really? That's good then I thought you were talking to your boyfriend or something."

"I don't have a boyfriend, and even if I did it wouldn't matter." I snapped

"I know, your right it is none of my business but I'm glad you don't." He smiled as he said it, but I wasn't.

"Harry, you broke up with me, you left me, you never talked to me. So why would you care." Harry had broken up with me to go back home to England, he was only in California for the summer.

"I tried to keep in touch with its just... times got busy and things happened." He really thought that was a good excuse?

"Really? things happened, that's all you've got?" I knew he was lying, nothing happened he just didn't want to talk to me so he stopped replying. "Why couldn't you have just said to me that you didn't love me? England was just a handy excuse to leave!" I wasn't going to cry over him, all my tears have dried out.

"I can't say that because its not true! I did love you Brenna, I still do! You don't think I was upset about us breaking up too because I was and everytime I texted you or skyped you, it was even worse."

I never thought that he wasn't talking to because he cared TOO much, exact the opposite. "Harr-" I was cut off by him pulling me up onto his lap and my hands rested on his chest.

"Brenna, can we try again? I won't leave you, I love you. I know your still mad because you didn't have an explanation for all that time but now you do so please, please take me back." He stared intently into my eyes, but I was speechless. I couldn't go back to him, at least not so soon. I need time I mean we haven't been together for a year.

"Harry, what explanation? I still haven't heard one." How could he think I would forgive him this fast?

"It's too complicated, all I want to know is if I have a chance."

"With you, there's always a chance. I'll always love you Harry," I meant the words I spoke

Before I even got to complete what I was saying Harry pressed his lips to mine. Really Harry? Right after I told you I need time. What was going through my head went away, and my body reacted to Harry like it always had. My hands snaked around his neck and I played with his hair as his hands tightened around my thighs.

"Harry," I moaned into his mouth. I pulled away "Stop" I was mad at myself for letting me fall into his eyes so fast.

"I know I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that." he went back to looking down at his hands and I slowly slid off his lap.

"You should do to your room, I have to finish things up here." I stood from my bed and looked at the mess of a desk I still had to organize.

"Yeah okay, see you in the morning." He rose from my bed and slowly walked towards the door, hesitant as his hand went to the doorknob. For a moment I thought he was going to say something else but he didn't, he just left.

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AUTHORS NOTE:

hey guys these two chapters are things I wrote 6-7 months ago. I wanna keep the idea but just know my writing has improved a lot and will be more descriptive. Please stick around for chapter three it'll be significantly longer (3-4 times longer) It'll take some time to update due to the quality being much higher but please just stick around to see the book improve and continue(: