I know it's real this time.
I can feel it.
I turn on the video camera.
I stare at the light blinking.
As the seconds tick on I still stare.
I begin to mumble some words.
Dad, I'm sorry.
I don't know why I'm sorry.
But I'm sorry.
I just can't do this anymore.
I don't even know who I am.
I've lost myself.
And it seems to be that I can't find myself.
Or the way back.
Please don't blame yourself.
Please.
I love you.
Please tell Ronnie and Spence the same.
Stay strong and stay safe.
I'll see you all eventually.
I pause.
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She's Gone, She's Dead, There's No Going Back
RandomIn which, Leah a high school senior is done. And by done I don't mean she is done with something she's done with everything and anything in life. Her thoughts were that no one cared. But in reality everyone did. It's too late now. She's gone. She's...
