Say sorry to Dev.
Because you won't be there for him anymore.
Especially when he needs you the most.
As I start to finish my video,
I go through my mind,
To think if I've got everyone.
Then you remember the most important person.
You.
Well the old you.
I'm sorry I couldn't be strong anymore.
Sorry for breaking down.
I'm sorry for putting you all through this shitty journey called life.
I stare at the camera.
The blinking red light still going.
My left foot hanging off the chair.
I begin to mouth goodbye.
The remote to the camera is in my right hand.
My finger hovering over the off button.
I click the button.
The red button go offs.
I go off.
Both feet are off the chair.
The chair is on the floor.
Now I have the gears in your brain working.
You ask,
If the chairs on the ground where are you.
I my dear, well I'm gone.
I'm dead.
And there's no going back.
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She's Gone, She's Dead, There's No Going Back
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