Not Over You

Chapter 3: Back Then Part 3

Houston Texas

April 4, 2001

Kaitlyn Pov:

4 years later...........

I remember 4 years ago i ran home and told my mom i was in love. She says Kaitlyn your just too young to even understand the word and i don't think your in it at all. It kinda hurt to know my mom didnt believe in me and Dolph's relationship. But as time progressed i didnt pay attention to it cause Dolph and I knew there could never be anyone else for him and me. Now where in 11th grade and til' this day we are still in a committed relationship. Our friends say we are bound to break apart eventually because we haven't had sex.They say without a sexual relationship it's never gonna work because one of us is gonna cheat. But we just tell them sex ain't better than love. They asks how we know where virgins. Dolph says cause I've never had anything better in my 17 years of life. They usually discuss how cute we are. Don't get me wrong they are very supportive of the relationship but they just don't think we're gonna make it without sex. Lately I'm starting to think it's true because every time a girl walks by with cleavage out or a short skirt on he looks at them for a half minute. He thinks i don't see him but i do. I get insecure at times thinking im not enough for him. He changes my mind everyday when he helps me with my books or opens the door for me. The more me and Dolph grew we got hotter and hotter. I mean his abs are uhhhh they make me melt. Oh sorry im drifting of topic here. Any ways Dolph turns down every girl that makes a pass at him and i do the same things to other guys. Then it's those three words (I love you) he says to me that makes me smile. Still all these questions remain in my head. Am I not pretty enough? What's the real reason he doesn't bring up sex? Most importantly..........Is he cheating? Today imma try my plan to get him to look at me like he does all those other girls. Im gonna put on a short skirt with a buttoned shirt but imma have the buttons undone at the top. Im gonna put on my heels, curl my hair. I told Dolph not to pick me up today because im gonna ride the bus. As i get on the bus i hear whistles and i hear someone yell "your hot!" I sit and listen to my music til we arrive at the school. when i get off the bus my friends gasps. "Omg Kaitie you are working it girl!" A friend says. " Wait a minute did you and Dolph have sex last night?" Lovely asks. Nope I replied. " " You two are so missing out." The girls say at the same time. " Nah yall are just missing your virginity and lovely i think i see a track missing in your head." " The girls all except lovely laugh. Then Dolph comes up and excuses us away from my friends. He pulls me in an empty room and closes the door. Hey babe i say wrapping my arms around his neck. I look into his eyes seeing anger. He gently grabs both sides of my waist and puts me two feet away from him. Whats wrong? " You look like one of these sluts walking around here! No wonder you didnt want me to come pick you up i wouldn't wanna be seen with a girl dressed like a slut either! Here!(threw clothes at Kaitlyn) Put these on i always keep some clothes of yours in my locker in case of an emergency." Dolph yelled. I was crying at this point. He didnt even look at me the way he looked at those other girls. He looked at me with angered eyes. Dolph turned around so i can put on my clothes and trying his best to shield the door window so people couldn't see me. I was crying even harder. He didnt want to look at me while im changing. I know he has to be cheating. I get dressed and push Dolph out of the way forcefully. So forcefully he fell back on the floor and i looked at him. So he knew i was crying. I was so hurt i checked myself out and walked home. While i was walking i saw this couple my age walking together holding hands. When a slutty girl walked by he didnt even see the slut. He just admired his girlfriend. My tears where pooring now. Good thing nobody is home. I go upstairs to my room and just cry for the rest of the day until...... Dolph walks in my room. He closes my room door and locks it. I throw pillows at him telling him to get out. He just stands their clenching his jaw cause the pillows don't effect him. "Why did you leave school? You do know you need an education? And why did you dress like a slut?" Dolph asks infuriated. Oh yay! i didnt know my father was my age. I say sarcastically. "Dont make me mad Kaitie." Dolph says agitated. I Do everyday I know I'm disappointing. "What do you mean?" Dolph asks. Don't play dumb with me! I know your cheating with whores! I see you everyday stare at them lustfully and admiringly with their cleavage all out and short skirts! You pig you had me fooled thinking you loved me. " Oh please I followed you home today! I saw you staring at that guy with that girl admiringly." Dolph replies. You wanna know why I was staring at THEM? It's because i wish you would look at me the way he looked at his girlfriend admiringly and lustfully to show me im the only girl you want! And yeah I dressed like one of those sluts today to get you to look at me the way you look at those sluts! Now either your cheating or your gay. And we both know damn well your not gay. I turn around and cry some more. But before i turn around saw the guilt in his eyes. As I lay down I tell Dolph to just go. I hear the my room door close.

Dolph Pov:

I feel so guilty. Yes I look at other girls but not the way I look at Kaitie. She should know I love her. I open and close her room door to trick her. I quickly hop on her bed and hold her. She tries to get out of my hold but i'm too strong. I'm not leaving you Kaitie because I love you and I only want you. Yes it's true I look at sluts but that's only because i'm a teenager and i'm hormonal. I'm not cheating and I'll never will. I'm so sorry for making you feel worthless. I kissed her neck and asked her would she ever forgive me. "Yes." She says turning to cry in my chest.

I feel Kaitlyn's hand start to rub my crotch. It feels so good but i have to stop her. Listen Kaitie we c-can't do t-this. She kept rubbing so I flip her over and held her hands over her head. She looks up at me confused. Your not ready and you know it. " Stop treating me like a child Dolph I know when i'm ready and when I'm not! Stop being so damn selfish your not the only one with the hormones.!" Kaitlyn says sexually fustarated. She then gets out and goes to the Tree house. Well if she wants me then it's me she gets. 3 hrs. later I'm out of breathe. That was the most powerful orgasm I've ever had. Kaitlyn body glistened in a thin layer of sweat man she is beautiful. Her feminine scent smells good. I reach over to hold her. I kiss her forehead. I love you I told her. " I love you too" she replies with a smile. Good because i didnt want your first time to mean nothing. I see her dozing off little bit. It's okay to sleep Kaitie. I kissed both of her eye lids closed. I stayed up and watched her sleep until.........

Kaitlyn Pov:

I wake up 2 hours later because it's cold. I realized Dolph wasn't holding me anymore. I look around quickly and he's no where to be found. All his clothes and phone is gone. I get up and slip on a big T-shirt with some baggy sweat pants. I put on my slide ins and walked next door to his house.It's raining a storming. I see a for rent sign in the front yard. Wait Dolph didn't tell me he was moving. Im thinking confusingly. There's no cars in their drive way i start to get worried. So i open the door and turn on the lights. Theres nothing here. Im getting more worried so i go to Dolph's room and there's nothing here but his bed and his phone. I slide down the wall and start to cry. I can't control my sobs. I weakly get up and open his phone. When it opens there's a text he meant to send but never sent to me that said "I Love You". I cry harder. I thought he meant it when he said forever.

Authors note:

K guys this is the last chapter of Kaitlyn's and dolph's past. On to the present in the next chapter. remember read,follow,vote and comment. oh and sorry if it's too mushy for some people.❤😁