You're Still The One

CHAPTER 1

Colton's POV

Did you ever love someone so much to the point that it hurts? 

I love her so much. I don't understand why she's being distant and would snapped at me every time I talk to her.  I don't know what I did to make her feel mad at me. Did I do something wrong? I asked myself that for hundred times. But now, I fully understand. She doesn't love me anymore. That's the only thing I can think of. But why? I gave her everything; even my heart and soul. Isn't that enough? I still remember very well the first time she stole my heart, i didn't even realized it but she did. She knows I'm wrap around her finger. I thought we're doing great. Maybe I did pressure her? I asked myself again. But I respected her every decision. I can't even think of making her do something she didn't want. Maybe she realized that she deserves so much better. Better than me. 

Maybe my love for her isn't enough.

Maybe I will just give her time. Maybe she is just stress. Yes that's it. 

Ugh. Dammit! I can't give her space. I'm going insane. I need to see her. But first I will buy her favorite doughnuts. I thought to myself then smiling like an idiot. Just thinking about her makes me feel all giddy. I'm lucky to have her. She's my everything. My friends once told me I'm whipped and I just shrugged my shoulders. I don't care what they think of me. I'm just happy. So after I showered and dressed I went downstairs to the living room to grab my car key. I made my way to the elevator. Ugh. Can't this elevator go any slower? I thought sarcastically. After like a year or so I thought, I made my way to the parking lot to my black Bugatti Chiron. My baby. I said out loud. After 30 minutes of driving due to the busy traffic in NYC I finally arrived to my girl's apartment. I didn't knock because I have key to her apartment and let myself in. I smile to myself but soon as my smile appears I hear noises or more like moans. My heart is wildly beating against my rib cage. I follow the noise and stopped in front of her bedroom door. Maybe it was just her roommate Abby? I thought to myself. I made myself out of the house but half way to the hallway I hear a moans. A moan that's so sound familiar. But what I heard made my heart stop beating.It can't be. It can't be her. She can't do this.  She isn't that kind of girl. I know her so well? Fuck! So I made my way in front of her door...again. And I'm holding the doorknob tightly it makes my knuckle turns white. When I opened the door, my heart shattered into millions of pieces. There is a familiar girl naked and kissing a guy, a guy that told me I'm whipped. How did this happen? I thought they hate each other? Maybe my mind is playing tricks? But even when I shook my head and closed my eyes. I'm breathing heavy. I didn't know that they are looking at me like a deer caught in headlight. I look at her them him...her them him.

"It's not what it looks like, Colton." Said my so-called girlfriend. 

I can't even speak. I can't even take my eyes off of her. I'm still processing what I saw. Her. Him. Kissing. Naked. Her. Him. My mind is going wild. I shook my head. Again and again. This is some sick joke. 

"Colt-" Chloe started but I interrupted her by slamming the door. I can't stand near her. I need to get out of her house soon before I lost it and do something I will regret. I run so fast to the parking lot and get inside my car. I'm breathing hard. I'm furious. I'm hurt. I feel betrayed. So I started my car and I drive fast. I probably get tickets but I don't care. Not at all, I don't care about breaking the law right now. That's the least of my worries. All I know is I need to get far away from them. From her. 

She went behind my back. She chose my best friend towards me. And not to mention, of all people she choose to betray me with my fucking best frie-Alex. Love is really blind. I didn't see this coming. Did she ever love me? At least a little bit? I don't know her like I thought I did. I don't know who's that girl kissing my best frie-Alex. Now i know the answer to that question. She...didn't love me at all. 

After driving for felt like year when its really 30 minutes I parked my car in some club. I didn't go out my car. I waited for 5 minutes to get myself together. No, not yet just 1 more minute. I laugh bitterly. I can't even move a muscle. How could she do this to me? How could he? When did this start? When did they start seeing each other behind my back? Is our 3 years didn't mean at all to her? Those are questions running in my mind.

Love hurts. Loving her was a mistake. I trusted them. But look how that turns out.

After processing all of this I made my way out of my car to the club. All I know is I need a drink. I need to get my mind off of them. I don't want to be a pathetic loser. Its her loss, not mine. For all I care they can be together and rot in hell. But fuck I'd be lying if I said I'm not hurt.

So here I am now sitting in a bar stool waiting for my drink. I don't know what to think anymore. Someone sit beside but i didn't look. I know its a girl. She puts her hand on my arm and I know she's a slut without even looking at her. I don't care about my surroundings. All I care is getting drunk.

"Hey there handsome" She purred like a dying cat. 

I ignore her. I need this drink like my life is depended in it. 

"What are you doing in a club alone? I can accompany you. I'm all yours tonight" she whispered it to me while licking my earlobe then giggling. She's trying really hard to get my attention and not to mention she's also trying to be seductive. I tried to ignore her but her filthy hand moves to my chest. Can't this slut take a hint? So I stand and made my way to the other side of the bar. The slut huffed and move to get another man's attention. Poor slut. I smirked at her. 

I ordered another drink and another and another. I lost count. I don't know how much time had past and I don't know how many drinks I had. I can't even see straight. Someone sit beside me again. By the smell of it, its a girl. From my peripheral vision I saw an angel, and that angel is sitting beside me smiling down at me. Fuck! How much did I drunk? I'm probably wasted. How can an angel be in this damn club? I chuckle but she looks really beautiful. I'm looking at her like a creep. I stared at her for like 40 seconds straight. Hope I didn't scare this beautiful angel though. I felt myself sobering up a little. I heard her talking to me but I can't exactly make out what she's talking about. All I know is that I'm staring at her beautiful face. She has the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen. Her hair falls perfectly at her mid back. And her lips is distracting me it looks soft and kissable and I can't help myself but stare at her tempting lips. I want to kiss that lips and feel how soft her lip is. I want to taste her. My angel. But before I can lean in, she stood up and smile down at me again. She has the beautiful smile. Oh how much I want to kiss her. I thought to myself.

"I have to go, i need to find my best friend somewhere" my angel chuckle. 

I probably scare her because who wouldn't? I'm looking at her like a creep. I sighed. And before I can open my mouth to ask her name, she is gone. I search through the crowds but no such luck. 

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